A/N: Not much to say, except I missed everyone and I apologize for the longggggggggggg delay. I'm very sorry.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5XCoWZOZUk

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>>>LAY'S POV<<<

Either I lost myself to the carnal parade, or I lost myself to Aya Zhang.

I'm sorry I lack coherence. I'm sorry I lack thought, but

Aya Zhang, what have you done to me?

You cast a spell on me.

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After that encounter on my bed, we stared at each other in the darkness.

I badly wanted to caress her face. I badly wanted to show her how much.

How much.

I,

Zhang Yixing

love her.

I want her. I need her in my life. I need her because I love her.

The cold December midnight was intense. I gritted my teeth.

"What did we do?" She asked me. 

"What we're inclined to do." I replied sharply.

She hissed. "Lay, I understand. We got too carried away tonight. We're no longer kids, and we have urges. It's normal. Let's not dwell too much on this. You need to make it up to Kwon Ye Min. She's your girl, alright, Lay? Let's be mature about this." Aya said.

Mature? You call that mature?

I LOVE YOU.

^That's what maturity is. And I don't give a darn if you push me away.

"You know what?" I hissed.

"What, Lay?" She asked and gave my back a friendly tap.

"You need to tell the fine line be