I stood waiting outside of ~~~~~'s favorite cafe. I looked around, searching for any signs of her at all. I sighed, and warmed my hands. It was starting to snow lightly now. I reached out to catch a snowflake, but, as soon as it landed, it melted, turning into a tiny droplet of water.
I breathed out, and tapped my foot. I could hear Christmas carols playing from shops. The door bells chimed, and a couple came out. They were snuggling close to each other, and the boy was warming up his girlfriend's hands. I smiled. They looked so sweet, just like ~~~~~ and me... but, we were, obviously, the cuter couple.
I looked away, and scanned the area again. It seems like ~~~~~ hasn't made an appearance yet. I looked down, and kicked the snow on the ground, bored.
I heard footsteps against the crisp white snow, and a shadow loomed above me. I looked up, it was ~~~~~. I smiled, "You're here." She gave me a small nod, but her eyes didn't meet mine. She wore warm clothing, but she looked paler than usual, sickly even.
I pulled her into the shade with me, but she shook my arm away. I raised an eyebrow, "What's wrong?" I tried to grab her hand, but she snatched her hand away.
She took a step back. "Don't touch me."
"Why? What's wrong?" I stepped towards her, but she just stepped away, again.
She shut her eyes, and shook her head. Tears slid down her cheeks. "Luhan... don't... I can't... don't touch me... I'm... not me. Let's break up." She looked at me, and bit her lip. "Let's break up." She repeated.
I was dumbfounded. "Wh-what?" I stepped towards her, but she held her hands out.
She shook her head, "Don't come any closer... Luhan... just... just forget about me. About us. I'm not worth it." She turned around, and ran away.
I was frozen for a second, on the spot, but then my legs finally took off, running behind her. "~~~~~-ah! Come back! Don't go! What did I do wrong?" But, it was starting to snow so badly, I couldn't see where she went. "~~~~~-ah!"
The snow below my feet crumbled down, and I slipped. I scrambled up again, and searched the grey area. I saw many people hurrying by, but no signs of ~~~~~. Unknowingly, tears started to fall from my eyes. I clenched my fist, and bit my lip, before collapsing onto the ground again.
"Wèi shé me? (Why) Wǒ ài nǐ... (I love you) Why do you have to do this to me?" I hid my face in my hands, and started sobbing. Why was she breaking up with me? What did I do wrong?
Or was she in love with someone else?
Luhan's POV End
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