love story of you

While the teacher was giving a lesson, you were writing in your stories notebook, you liked to write, by writing tests for Korean, you always got perfect marks.
Unless by other subjects wasn’t that great, but you didn’t care, at least it’s enough to get over the next year…
Well this year was your senior year; soon it was college student and no more high school student.
Turning slowly in an adult, but you sighed and suddenly the teacher says, “~~~~…. ~~~~” You looked up, “Neh?” everyone laughed you out.
You felt embarrassed, “Do you know the answer about the question that I ask?” your cheeks were slowly turning red, “Ehh…Uhm…” once again, they laughed you out again.
You was always the so-called outsider of this class, since you got many fantasy, they thought you was a bit different from everyone around her.
“Mianhae…I don’t know the answer…” you softly said and puts your head a bit down, the teacher sighed, “~~~~~…How many times is this happened again?” you was silence not answering.
“How dumb can she be,” said someone.
“I think she is the stupidest girl around school,” said someone else.
Everyone laughed once again you hardly out, you bite your under lip, “Everyone be quiet!” said the teacher, but nobody stopped, even one of the students asks to the teacher, “Seongsaeng-nim, aren’t you tired sometimes, because of her stupidity?”
“Well yea…Sometimes, but…” You stood up and one of your notebooks down, but you didn’t care, you walked out the laughing class.
Nobody would care about you; you stopped by the stair halls by the highest stage.
You sat down and hugged your knees, you cried, once again alone…

By the lesson that you ran away, everyone was silence, “Pff…Try to get attention,” said someone.
“Seongsaeng-nim, finish the lesson,” said someone else.
Like nobody would care about it about you.
Someone saw the dropped notebook next him, he took it and opens it…
He was amazed, words written by you.
Slowly he started to read the first story, since the teacher was talking with his back to the class.
Impressed…How she describes the story is flawless… Slowly he starts read the rest of your stories.
Until he reached by the last story, it wasn’t finished, or even started, it has only written… First love…
Only the title was writing on paper.
The bell rings, the person writes something soon in your notebook, ‘Please write soon’, he placed on your table and walked away with his friends.

You came into your class, nobody was there luckily, you grabbed your stuffs then you open your story notebook, your eyes went wide, someone read it?
You looked what have written on, ‘Please write soon’, who could do this?
You pouted, but still you walked out the class, walking straight to your locker.
Always the same daily routine actually, people hurt you, laughing you at you, you walked out, crying by yourself.

You stood there, suddenly girls were squalling, you know what that means, the ‘princes’ arrived the school hall.
You turned around, see TeenTop, six handsome boys who let us say rule the school…
Teachers are afraid to talk them back, nobody would say something to them, and girls adore them in many ways.
However, they didn’t show any attention that, until you got an amazing skill, like dancing or singing, the most disliked thing that they like is reading…
Yes, even you write stories, they would never read it, even love letters they don’t read…
You saw Niel, the only person in your eyes; you adore him since…Like first year?
You held you love letter, you see girls were trying to give love letters the denied it, you decided to throw it away, since it hopeless.
When you threw you love letter to Niel, you saw he was staring at you, you gave him a clueless face, he smiled, and again you looked clueless.
So you walked away of his view, his smile disappeared, girls were disappointed, usually he wouldn’t smile suddenly, well he was the silence member of them.

You walked to the canteen, your heart was racing like nothing else, but still you didn’t know that why he would smile to you, of course, maybe she was standing next to a Queenka?

-The next day-

You walked straight to school, you wasn’t by your head, you was more in your imagines, how to write that story…
You didn’t looked carefully and bumped to someone’s back, you shocked that you even jumped, “Cheongsaenghmnida miss,” you quickly bowed.
The person turned around, it was a guy, your cheeks turned in madly red, “Omo…I didn’t mean to call you…Omo…” you almost panicked, the boy chuckles, “Gwenchana,” he smiled so gently that every girl would melted away.
But by you it wasn’t noticed, you was more in panic mode, “Uhm…Are you a student of ~~~~~~ High school?” he looked at your uniform.
“Ah…Neh…” you said.
“Can you walk with me? I’m so-called a new student,” you nodded, “Deh…” you walked, the person followed you, but you ignored.
Soon you wasn’t paying attention on walking, when you almost walked in a busy road, you didn’t notice the driving car, when you almost took a step into the road, someone grabbed quickly your wrist and turned you around, you faced to his face.
“Yah…First bumping me and now walking suddenly to a busy road, what’s wrong with you mind?” the boy asked.
“Nothing…” you replied.
He tilted his eyebrow, “Fine…I was daydreaming,” you pouted, he chuckles, “But be careful next time,” You sighed, “Nae…”

When you two arrived school, you see he keeps staying with you, “Mwo? I helped you…” he said, “Which class are you?”
You looked clueless, “senior year class ~~, why?” he chuckled, “Then I got same schedule as you,” you looked at him as if he was a stalker.
“I’m the same class as you, oh…I didn’t introduce myself, and I’m Oh…”you walked away, “Yeah…yeah…Mr Oh…”

At class you sat as usually alone, keep scribbling over how the story that didn’t continuous because you was stuck with it…
Suddenly the boy that you guided half to school stepped in, you didn’t notice it, but still girls were squalling over him already, “Please introduce yourself,” said the teacher.
“Je iruemeum Oh Se Hoon-imnida, but call me Sehun, please be nice to me," he bowed and showed a sweet smile, girls were squalling more, but you was more paying attention to the empty paper, the person next to, which it was Niel, looked at you, you turned your head and sees him staring.
You quickly looked away, blushed badly, why did he stared at me.
“Se Hoon-sshi, you can sit next to ~~~ ~~~~~, that girl over there,” the teacher pointed to you, you looked up and looked shocked.
“Ahhh…I even sit next to you,” smiled Sehun to you, you looked quickly to your notebook, as you didn’t heard him, he chuckled and sat quickly next to you.
Girls were jealous of you; you sat between the Kingka and the new hot-student.
What is going on here… Like I’m stuck in my story but in real life…

It was soon lunch break, soon the girls were coming around your table, and even a Queenka bumped you away from your place.
You sat on the ground, you stand up, but you could feel some stare, you looked up, it was Niel was staring at you, but in fact, you thought, he must be looking at the pretty Queenka.
You dusted some dust away from you skirt, suddenly someone patted at your shoulder, you lifted you head, it was Sehun, “Mwo?”
“Where is canteen?” you shrugs your shoulders, “You should ask you fangirls now, pretty boy,” you grabs quickly your stuffs and walked away.

You sat by the highest stage of the school, outside leaning to the wall, wind was blowing gently through your hair.
You grabbed you story notebook, you got inspiration…
You write:

Ailee sits on behind class; staring lonely outside it was free hour…
Nobody cares about her, she always was a loner…Nobody likes her, until she feels someone was staring at her, she turned her head slowly.
There was he, the boy she liked, Daniel…As knows as handsome boy of the school…
She liked him since middle school, but never had the courage to talk to him…
She even ripped her own love letter for him, because he wouldn’t read it…
He never reads his love confessions of girls that adore him…
So she silently looked behind him, caring him without his knowing…Like encouraged words before the exams.
….

Write block, aigoo….You thought you ruffled through your hair.
Your hair turned in a big mess.
“You shouldn’t do that,” you surprised and looked up, it was Niel.
You madly blushed; your hair was in a biggest mess, “Uhm…”
He kneeled down for you, took your elastic of your wrist, braid a bit loss side braid, you see him for the first closer to you.
He was even closer handsome, suddenly his eyes met yours, you quickly looked away, he chuckled slightly, “I saw that, what are you writing?” he asked.
“Mhm…Nothing,” you putted your story notebook in your schoolbag, “Lunch break is soon over, so here, I think you haven’t eaten any lunch, eat well,” he gave a half sandwich to you and walks away.

You looked surprised, why did he give me his lunch?
You took a bite, you smiled, it filled enough your hungry tummy, you giggle, not because of the food, but that Niel was so close to you.
You felt butterflies flutters through your tummy, someone looks behind a wall, she is always so cute.

The next lesson was math, you hate math, and you always got bad grades for it.
Sehun was sitting next to you, suddenly the teacher ask you, “Do you know the answer?”
You looked difficult to the question on the board, “Maybe you should stand here and make it.”
You slowly walked to the board, with one dot, you stuck with it…
You didn’t understand it well, well the teacher wasn’t able to help you…
It looked like it was different language…
Suddenly you could hear some laughing behind you back, you bite your own under lip.
You even swallowed deeply, again the backstabbing laugh behind you…
Suddenly someone stands behind you, holds your hand with the marker and writes gently the answer with you.
You turned around, it was Sehun who helped you.
“Seongsaeng-nim, is this answer correct?” he smiled to the teacher.
The teacher looked at the question, “It’s correctly answered, please sit down.”

Both of you nodded, when you sat down, you scribbled on a piece of paper, ‘Kamsahmnida for helping me.’
Soon he wrote back, ‘It’s okay, I will do everything for my childhood friend.’
You looked confused, ‘Childhood friend?’

However, he didn’t answered anymore, soon the bell rang…
You looked at the note, childhood friend?
You pouted, soon someone pulled at your hair and you fell of you chair.
“Yah…You loser, don’t get to close with Sehun oppa,” hissed a girl.
You nodded, “M-mianhae…”

They gave you one finally dirty look and walked away.
You felt scared…

You looked around; you didn’t noticed that you dropped your storybook down, while you walked to your locker.
Niel picked up, he opened it.
Moreover, saw it was has written further, he smiled.
However, the Daniel character looks a bit to him, even his name…
Moreover, the character Ailee looks similar to her, but love note?
He thought, she ripped yesterday a note, was that her lover letter for him?

Suddenly he saw you running through the hall searching for something, you saw Niel holding your story notebook.
You stood still, you frozen for a moment.

Suddenly Niel walked to you, you felt your heartbeat beat so hard, that you could feel in your throat.
He stopped, standing in front of you.
“Is the Daniel character me?” he asked directly.
You were speechless on the first direct question that he asked, “I…Uhmm….”
Soon someone pulled your arm, “Yah, what are you doing with my girlfriend,” said Sehun.
The tense between was huge…

Only you were shocked, what’s going on…
You released yourself of Sehun’s grip, “W-what are you talking about?”
Sehun said, “I promised you back then, I would protect you…~~~~~, the boy from the playground…We played for days, until I moved away…”
You looked shocked, your first friend came back for you, you totally forgot the promise with him…
“Y-you mean…H-hunnie?” Sehun smiled, “Nae, that’s me…”
“I’m so sorry…” you walked away or actually more running away.

Niel looks confused to Sehun, “What are you talking about?” he asked.
“I’m not her boyfriend, I’m her old friend, but I know, she doesn’t like me anymore…Like back then, but you…I keep an eye on you, you don’t know how she is feeling now…
Even she has been for years around this school with you and you never did do something for her…Can’t believe that she…” before Sehun could finish his sentence, he walked away.

Niel looked confused, with the notebook.
He walked away with the notebook.

You sat by the playground, you head rested to the climbing frame, tears couldn’t stop rolling down to your cheeks.
“~~~~!” yelled someone.
You didn’t looked up, until someone stood in front of you, then someone kneeled down.
Sehun was there for you, like when you were younger.
“Mwo…” you coldly said.
“Are you alright?” he asked gently.
“Mhm…” you shrugged your shoulders, you was deeply confused.
“Sehun…Did you liked me?” you asked.
“Yea, I always did, but I know you don’t felt the same like back then,” Sehun smiled plainly.
“I’m sorry,” you hugged him, “It’s okay, at least, I can be your best friend now.”
He patted your back.

Days continuous, but your loneliness faded away, Sehun was with you now.
Niel, didn’t made any eye contact to you since the confession, you felt hurt, but you could understand it for a part.
Why would a Kingka fall for you?
However, Niel still got your stories notebook.

After school, Sehun went to the school library, you didn’t mind.
You opened your locker, you looked confused, and your notebook has returned.
With a small note, ‘read it.’
You grabbed your book, but before you could read it, Sehun came back, “Shall we go?”
You nodded, but you putted your notebook in your bag.

Sehun and you were at the park, you sat down and Sehun decided to buy some drink.
While he was away, you grabbed you book and looked at.
Your story has been writing further.
 Nevertheless by who and why?

You started to read, it wasn’t good as her writing, but it was the person of view.

-Daniel’s P.O.V-

Again, she sat there, all alone…Just like two years ago…
People making fun of her, no matter she does…
She isn’t the smartest, but her writing amazed me the most.
I wished she could write something for me…Just once.
I wished I could do something for her, but I can’t, maybe we are to different?

Today I saw her ripping a piece of paper, what was that? I don’t know…
Then she walked away.
I felt bad to see her lonely away…

The day after that, I saw her walking with another person and it was a boy…
I felt jealous, because he could be her new boyfriend…
I never told her what I felt for her…

Much later, he told me he was her boyfriend, my heart aching in pain…
However, Ailee walked away, why I don’t know?
Maybe I hurted her by asking is this me?
Yes, she wrote beautiful stories, but still…
When she ran away, the person told me, he liked her, but she doesn’t felt the same for him, she liked me, but I never helped her.
How bad person am I?
I couldn’t run after her…

Therefore, I will do this…
Writing the feelings for Ailee I have…No…

For ~~~ ~~~~~~

Dear ~~~~~~,

From the first year and first day, I felt for you.
However, you looked away with your mind and soon I got popular with my friends.
Many people hurted you, including me.
I’m very sorry about that.
Now, I want to confess you, through this letter.

Ahn Daniel, want to confess to you.
~~~ ~~~~~, I like you, I love you and I hope you got the same feelings for me…
This is the first time I wrote a small love story, and I hope it will end like in the normal love stories.
Fall in love for each other, like in happy conclusion.
If you got the same feelings, meet me at ~~~~~ at 4:30 PM.
I will wait for you.

You looked at your watch; it was 4:20 PM, your eyes turned big.
You stood up, Sehun just came, but you said, “I need to go somewhere.”
“Yea, I know, Niel told me,” your eyes turned big.
“Mwo?” Sehun chuckled, “Go only straight and you will find ~~~~, be happy for me, ~~~~”
You felt horrible and hugged him, “No matter…I love you as my best friend.”
Sehun smiled, “Nae, I know, go to him if he hurt you, I will be there for you.”
You kissed his cheek and ran away.

Sehun saw you running further and further, he smiled.
I hope you will find your happiness with him…

You looked at your watch, it was 4:35 PM.
You puffed out of breath, Niel wasn’t here, soon it started to raining.
Am I too late?

Soon you felt to arms wrapped around you and you turned around.
You stared into someone eyes.
He smiled at you.
He leaned further and kissed you.

“Just like a romantic scene, kissing under the rain,” whispered Niel in your ear.
You smiled and hugged him.