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Giving birth to your child....
"JOON!" you yelled from the living room. Joon had been cooking ramyeon.
"Yes?" he said coming to you. But as he saw you sweating face and your hurt expression, all his colors fell from his face, being pale like a ghost. "Don't tell me..." "Don't stand there BABO!" you yelled as another well of pain washed through your body. Joon lifted you up, bought you into the car and drove to the hospital. On the way, Joon called your and his parents saying the baby will come soon. It was coming 2 weeks earlier than expected.
Now you were already lying on a table like thing in the delivery room, with machines around you, checking on your heartbeat and your pulse rate. The doctors shed in and also nurses came along. Joon was holding your hand. They also gave you infusion to make the pain more less.
"And now, press!" the doctor said and you did, screamed and pressed Joon's hand who flinched. You tried to remember the lessons from the baby training and recalled the breath training.
"Stop! And breath now" "Press!" "Harder!" "Stop and breath!" "And once again push... a little more!"
It was going like this for hours. "C'mon just one more little push and- " "Aaaahhhhh" a baby scream was heard, and you let yourself fall back. "It's a baby boy" the nurse said, and began checking up on the baby.
"Here" the nurse handed you the little boy. His screams died down as he was laid on your chest. "Hey there little one" Joon said tickling his chubby cheeks. "What's going to be the name?" the doctor asked as he also took a look at the boy. "We'll name him... Jae Hwa. Respect and beauty" Joon said taking his son as you went to sleep.
Your energy was low, the condition you were in was worse, and you felt like dying.
You knew giving birth to a child will be a lot of effort, and painful but it was Mir 's and your personal wish so you actually shouldn't complain. You just were complaining about why men mustn't go through something like this, or why they don't have a period and such.
Why must woman always be the ones enduring everything?
You screamed as the doctor instructed you to push more.
BAM! You looked at your side where just a second ago, Mir still stood. He had collapsed. "Well I think this is too much for him. Someone take him out please" the doctor said, "And now push!" and then finally after 6 hours the baby scream was filling the room. Sadly that Mir just collapsed a minute before, he couldn't see the result of the hard work.
It was a healthy, cute baby girl. You had in your arms and thought of the name Mir and you decided to give to the baby if it was a girl.
"Hello Mi Cha. My little princess" you said as you held her close to you. You smiled as you asked for someone to take the baby. You were sleepy and wanted to rest now. "If I'm allowed to ask. What does Mi Cha mean?" you looked tiredly at the doctor.
"Beauty and daughter" you didn't hear the last words of the doctor and the new infusion bottle kicked in erasing your pain before you fell asleep.
He was holding your hand, was caressing your face, washed the sweat with a cold and lightly wet tissue from your face, had something to drink with him etc.
He thought of a lot as you were laying in the delivery room giving your all to press the child out of you. SeungHo had the brightest smile on his face as you looked at him from time to time. He was supporting you. "Hwaiting baby. Just a little more" or "You can do it I believe in you" he told you such words the whole time keeping you going further. And his little kisses were the best; giving you energy.
Pressing, Stopping, breathing, pressing, stopping.... that was your routine for 4 hours now.
As the 5 hour was approaching slowly, your body gave up. Your condition was low, your body had run out of energy. You gave one more last push with the last energy, and doctors and nurses helped also.
Your back the something bed like thing, as you heard a scream but your body was too weak to even push up a finger. Through nearly closed eyes you saw how a nurse gave SeungHo the baby. Your heard him say it was a girl so it would be names Kyung Soon.
You felt him kiss your lips softly, "I'm proud of you baby. I love you" and then he started talking to Kyung Soon. You knew he really wanted a boy but it seemed like he didn't care about it right now. "Baby... you know, we will have to do this again" he said chuckling.
You smiled a tired and weak smile before you had fully closed your eyes.
Kyung Soon means, Honored and mild.
He was looking at your with a painful expression. He seemed to be more in pain than you which made you smile. You both had been in here for 10 hours now and it just didn't want to get to an end. You were tired, he was tired ... actually everyone was.
"And please push again" the doctor said leaving you no other choice. You tightened your grip on ByungHee 's hand making him scream too. The nurses gave him a weird look as you just smiled. "I see it coming .... c'mon and push!" the doctor said, "It won't be long anymore. Stop and breath..... and push!" you screamed and pushed so hard, that the baby was in the doctors arms, who gave your baby to the check up.
"Congratulation to a cute baby boy. What will be the name?" the doc asked.
With a bright smile ByungHee says, "Sang Kyu" and a nurse gave him the boy. "Do you want to hold it too?" "I really would like. But I think I'm too weak and I'm not able too" but he gave you the child holding it for you.
"See it's all fine" he smiled but he had to see the doctor afterwards because you injured his hand.
Sang Kyu means Aid and Standard
You looked over to him. His face was pale, his cheeks were puffed, one hand on his stomach and the other one was holding you. It was clear that CheonDung was feeling unwell. But he always denied it, don't wanting to leave your side when you needed him the most.
You just had to breath for a short minute as you got told to push once again. The head was already out, and screams were filling the room.
"You sure you don't wanna leave?" a nurse asked with concern but he just stood up and ran out.
After 15 minutes he returned looking better.
"Okay one more push and we're finished" the doctor said. With all your energy you pushed and you felt relieved. "A baby girl. It's a cute one also" a nurse said as she finished the check up.
CheonDung took her in his arms welcoming our baby girl, Yun Hee.
"She has your beautiful eyes and your cute button nose jagiya. But she has my ears and lips" and he chuckled as he handed you the girl.
Yun Hee means Lotus flower and pleasure
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