Chapter 32

chapter 30
"oh my god ..really???"said vina looking at both min and mely disbelevingly
min noded fast and said :
"this is yunho's house "
"but ..but i never saw him here !!"said vina
"well ...he is upst-"min cut mely off and said :
"up state ..yeah ..he is in a business trip up state "
"oh~..." vina said "my brother going to freak ..oh god ..he will never leave your house ..ever .."
min smiled and said :
"by the way ..we didnt see your brother ..where is he ??"
"oh,he is also in a business trip ..he is a camera man ..he is now in france ,but he will come back two month from now "
"perfect"said min
mely looked at min and said "isnt it more perfect if he came like after ..umm i dont know ...10 hours ??" (thats the time left for jaejoong)
vina said "10 hours ??"
"she meant 10 days ..thats when yunho will get back"
"oh~" said vina
"but no mely its better that way ...yunho will be more open to be with someone"
"why??is there something wrong??" asked vina
"its just ..."min didnt know what to say so mely said :
"he just had a bad break up ..so MIN thinks he will need time ..right min??"
min noded and said :
"yeah ..exactly"
"oh ..i get it now ..well ...i hope yunho likes my brother cause jae really loves yunho " said vina
mely looked down and said :
"yeah he does .."then she noticed what she said so she said:
"i mean he will ..i know he will"
min wanted to change the subject so he said :
"so ..umm..how did you find this house .??i mean why did you buy this house ??"
"it quiet a funny story actually ...we used to live in france but then my brother had some business here so i came with him and like one day my brother was reading the korean newspaper (by the way that was the first time he read one ever)and he came crose an add ...it said :
your dream house ..it will make your wishes come true ..Uknow's gift
jae thought that UKNOW sounds like yunho so he decided to buy the house and move here to korea ..he said it was a sign..i guess he was right ^^"
min looked at mely and said :
"UKNOW'S gift...princess~"
vina looked at min and said :
"princess??"
he said :
"the company's name ..princess ..right??"
vina noded and min's eyes windened ..he was just trying to say something that will make sense but the princess really put his name as the company's name ..heheh..that jaejoong ~
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yunjae's room:
"jae~we took alot of photos already~...some i will never be able to show anyone ^\\\^....so could we now get back to ..ummm...making love already~" said yunho giving jaejoong his best puppy eyes look ..
jaejoong looked at yunho ,sat on the bed ,and said :
"first i want to tell you something yunho"
yunho sat beside jaejoong and said :
"what do you want to say love??"
jaejoong took yunho's hands in his and said :
"i want you to promise me something"
"what is it ??"
"when i die yunho-"
yunho got up and said :
"i dont want to listen to this "
jaejoong stood up ,turned yunho around and said :
"i want you to listen to me yunho"
yunho shock his head and said :
"why should i ? its way too early to talk about this thing ..plus what do you want to say huh??i should move on ??? i should find a new lover ?? what?"
jaejoong looked down for a moment then back up and said :
"yes"
yunho looked at jaejoong shocked that he will say it just like that :
"huh??yes??"
jaejoong put both of his hands on yunho's cheeks and said :
"yunho as much as this hurts me -"
yunho took jaejoong's hands off and said :
"if it hurts you then DONT SAY IT "
"I HAVE TO SAY IT ...YUNHO ..AM NOT YOUR SOULMATE ,AND YOU ARE NOT MINE -"
"THEN WHO IS YOURS ..THAT SON OF BITCH WHO USED TO TORTURE YOU AND HURT YOU "
"YES.."
"YES??"
"yunho ..soulmate doesnt mean that when i'll find my soulmate we will be happy ever after ..it only means that if we both noticed that... we will be happy... but if one of us didnt then one of us will be hurt if not both ..in my case i knew yunnie was my soulmate but he didnt so we didnt live happily ever after and i ended up being hurt "
when yunho didnt say anything jaejoong continued and said :
"yunho ...you have the chance to find your soulmate and make him happy...i'll still be your first ..i'll still be in your heart ..but that person will make you happy ...and you will make him happy"
"i want to make YOU happy"
"you did...but ..but am not the one for you and you are not the one for me "
"i..i..."
"you know what yunho ?...there is not one day that i dont wish i could get back in time to the time before yunho met hechull then maybe ..maybe ....oh god i know i would have done so much things diffrently..."
"you love him??"
"...ofcourse i do...after everything he did to me ..i still do...i love him so much ...i just want to see him ..just one more time ..."jaejoong started to cry"just to tell him how much i love him ...I WISH I CAN GO BACK IN TIME"
yunho sower he saw a shining light in that minute ...
jaejoong wiped his tears and said :
"please yunho ...i loved you alot ...but you are not my yunnie ..and am not your one...yours is waiting..."
yunho looked at jaejoong then said pointing to the bed :
"and this ....this ..what is this ??"
"the best 14 hours i had in my whole life "
"so what ???i was a toy to you ??"
jaejoong shock his head 'no' and said :
"god no....you are my first too yunho ...you are the first one who loved me ..you are the first person who made love to me ..you are the first one who kissed me ..who said am beautifull..the first one who played with me ..." jaejoong got back to crying again
yunho came close to jaejoong ,wiped his tears and said :
"then why cant we be togther ??"
"because am not your one ...dont hurt yours like mine hurted me ..please yunho ...enough broken hearts ..please~"
"i dont promise you that i will be able to find my soulmate .....and if i did ..i dont promise you i wont ever hurt him ...but jaejoong i promise you ....i'll never hurt him like yours did to you ...i 'll also tell him about you...i wont lie to him...you will always be in my heart ...not my soulmate but my first in everything"
jaejoong smiled and said :
"and you are mine ...i'll always have you in my heart ..dead or alive ..you are in my heart ..jung yunho ..my first.."
yunho leaned closer to jaejoong and kissed him the sweetest kiss ever then said :
"but i still have ten hours with you so ...to the bed mister~"
jaejoong giggled and ran to bed followed by a laughing yunho
(yunho at that time didnt know that he really only had 10 hours left with jaejoong ...he only meant10 hours of sex ...but..T_T)
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