Got a One Regret
by SKID_11
Tags
angst
comedy
drabbles
drama
family
romance
superjunior
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Prompt 2: Escape
Couple(s): None
Warning(s): Angst, sadness...all that good, emotional stuff.
It wasn't the first time that Han Geng wondered whether or not he made the right choice, leaving SM Entertainment. It wasn't that he liked SM Entertainment that much to begin with, however: they overworked not only him, but the rest of Super Junior, as well as the various other groups underneath their contract. It made his stomach churn, seeing all those tired, miserable-looking faces day in and day out, knowing what they were going through, and not being able to be a proper hyung or oppa or dongsaeng and do anything about it.
It was that he would have to give up contact with Super Junior, and all the other artists underneath SM Entertainment's contract, for God only knows how long. Han Geng didn't want this; he didn't wish to simply disappear from their lives, never to be heard from again. Sure, he had known before the consequences of filing a lawsuit against SM Entertainment and winning it: of course he did. They had made it very clear to him, but he had already known, and already made the choice of going through with it even though he knew this.
But now that it was actually happening, now that he had left Super Junior behind, it finally hit him. Not seeing their faces in the morning, not knowing how they were doing, not being able to hear their voices, or to witness their crazy antics...it hurt Han Geng greatly. There were times when he just wished to see them again, SM Entertainment and contracts be damned, but he knew it was impossible.
For now, he wouldn't be able to see them. For now, he'd have to deal with waking up and going to sleep alone. For now, he would have to deal with the rage of ELFs, and how they believed him to be selfish, leaving Super Junior.
Perhaps they'd realize, one day, that Han Geng wasn't truly gone. Perhaps they'd realize that he had never left, not truly. Super Junior was always going to be fifteen; whether or not Kibum was inactive, and whether or not SM Entertainment believed him to be out of Super Junior for good.
Still, it didn't lessen the pain a lot. It didn't make the tears stop, or the ache in his heart end. And it never would, he was sure.
Han Geng had managed to escape from SM Entertainment's greedy clutches, that was true...but at what cost? Leaving Super Junior alone, leaving all of his beloved members to perform and smile and laugh without him...had he made a mistake having done so? Should he have stayed? Was there a way to have worked things out, somehow?
He would never know.
Word count: 446.
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AshesAngel on says about chapter 3:
Oh god. If the anime Soul Eater had been continued... Do you think Kid would be like this? O.o
Mistachio24 on says about chapter 23:
:'(((((((((((((((((((((((((
chokyulat on says about chapter 2:
The chapter with Hangeng made me cry :(
wishful on says about chapter 11:
*dead*
Awh, Henry was my first SuJu bias, and he's still one of my absolute favorite members. I really do love your writing! :'3
wishful on says about chapter 10:
Awh, Heechul. :'3
I've always loved the way people wrote about him when they did it right, and you definitely did it right here. I like the way he came to terms with how SuJu was like his family that's not as pretty as him. XD So like Heechul~ :3
wishful on says about chapter 9:
I feel like you really caught their feelings for each other here perfectly. :') I've always been a fan of the seokyu couple, and I really think you did them justice! :D
wishful on says about chapter 8:
Gaah, they're too cute! I can't! :'D
wishful on says about chapter 2:
This was so... Heartbreaking. :c
Han Geng has always been one of my favorite members of Super Junior, and I really feel like you portrayed the situation perfectly with such a small amount of words. I really love this!
PurpleWildcat2010 on says:
Chapter 25:
OMG...the feels!!! XD
You have just made me (and Jessica) very happy shippers.
OMG...the MiQian feelings...I can't. TT.TT
*Grabs you in a bear hug and doesn't let go*
This is so...OMG...I really can't even describe it. It's so good and beautiful and dammit Mi, YOU BETTER BE GOING TO SMTOWN TAIWAN OR I WILL CALL CALVIN AND HAVE HIM DRAG YOU THERE!
(Already bad enough that Henry's not going, so no HenBer. TT.TT)
Holy snap Maria...I can't. I really can't. I really am hoping you write something separate to continue this, because I would LOVE to read it...
I think Jessica will be by later to help me spazz some more, so that's all you'll hear from me atm.... XD
FolderName on says:
to those three groups~~ just come out and knocked more senses in their heads.. it is annoying though to watch in the sidelines but the said person is a total oblivion with it LoL
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