My 38th Shutter: The hidden hurt behind every smile
Rachel unnie came by, “MyStiCal, we should go to your dormitory now.” she said.
I smiled at DJ and KK to assure them that I am alright and then the three of us left with Rachel.
We arrived at our dormitory, it was pretty big, considering only three of us living together.
“Wow.” Soo Ah and Chae Rin were both amazed as well. The facilities in it were really awesome.
There was a built-in practice room an even a sound-proof study room where we could study in peace.
CEO Hong really considered a lot for us, we were really thankful.
“Unnie, will you be living with us?” I asked.
Rachel unnie shook her head, “Unfortunately, I am not. I will be staying somewhere near this building and hence I would be able to meet you three during the morning. Time to sleep, although it's Friday, you three must be tired.” She said.
“Ne, unnie. Dongsaengdeul, go take a shower and lights out would be at 12am.Arrasso?” I asked.
“Arasso, Rachel unnie, have a safe journey home.” Soo Ah replied.
Rachel nodded her head and I sent her out to the doorstep.
When I turned my back around, I saw the two of them looking at me too, “Wae? Go take a shower and rest early.” I smiled and starting making my way to the room.
(We have already discussed on which room to take.)
Soo Ah and Chae Rin stopped me from entering the room, “Min Ah, be frank with us, something went wrong between you and DW oppa isn't it?” Soo Ah asked in a really straightforward manner.
I wasn't looking at the both of them in their eyes, it was really torturous..
Chae Rin held my hands, “Gwaenchanayo? What's wrong? We both felt worried when we saw you being sad just like now. Don't try to fool us, we could see through you, don't you know?” She asked.
I tried holding back my tears and convinced them that I am alright, “I am okay, really. There's nothing wrong between both of us. Time to bath and sleep okay? I will go in first, tired somehow.” I said and made my way into my room.
Went into the bathroom, turned on the tap and felt cold water pouring over my head...
Tears started flowing out, it was really hurtful to see the one I love..
Does he love me that much as well?
*Back to when the celebration party started*
Just after CEO Hong left, the real party then starts.
I wasn't really too into the party mood, hence I just stayed beside DW oppa.
He was different, he loves the party.
Hyuna came by and invited him to take pictures with him and then got him to dance with her on the dance-floor.
I don't mind, since they knew each longer even longer than I am, I just knew DW oppa for just a month.
It was then, I saw Hyuna and DW kissing!
I wonder was that an angle error or was it real..
I didn't ask and DW oppa didn't clarify as well...
I swear he saw me looking at him...
Just then, Taemin oppa came by and initiated to have a chat with me while he covered my view..
DJ was standing somewhere not very far from me, (DJ's POV: What is DW trying to do ? That kid really is out of his mind!)
*Back to when Hyuna kissed DW*
"Hyuna! What are you trying to do?" DW pushed her away and asked.
"Kissing, it's normal. Oppa, you are just reacting too exageratingly." She said.
DW looked around and discovered that I wasn't standing at that spot he had last seen me..
"Hyuna, don't come near me anymore." he said and left to look for me.
DJ stopped him, "Yah, what did you done?" He asked.
DW looked at him in the eye, "Where's Min Ah?" He asked.
"You don't deserve her." DJ said.
DW let out a cold laugh, "So you mean you deserve her better than me?" He asked.
"Don't you think so? You made her sob and you still think she should stay with you? Aren't you a selfish in a sense?" DJ said.
"I love her." DW said.
DJ grabbed DW's shirt, "You love her till she cried? That's love?" DJ prompted DW.
It was then, DW saw me outside with Taemin chatting and took a picture together.
"Got to go, I don't want to fight with you now." DW said and went out to look for me.
I was surprised at first, then remembered the scene from just now, I simply decided to get back in the room and actually wanted to just bade goodbye with the sunbaenimdeul.
Then, GNA unnie suggested us to sing a song..
The lyrics were just rubbing on my wounds...
Was it all a misunderstanding or.. am I the third person?
*Back to the present*
It was morning, I woke up first before the two of them and kind of contacted Rachel unnie to discuss on today's planned schedule.
We will be having promotional events lined-up for many different variety shows and then,
during the evening, our singing and dancing practice will start.
The debut song "Mythology" has been out and we will be recording tomorrow hence, today's singing practice is going to be rather crucial.
I went to wake the other two members up after buying breakfast from outside, which is a somewhere near our dormitory.
"Annyeong" They two greeted me as I am the eldest out of them two.
"Ne, let's eat and then we shall head to the recording venue." I said.
We finished breakfast and meet up with Rachel and we were on our way to the venue by a van.
After dolling up in the dressing room, we got prepared and the recording for the variety show soon starts.
We had quite a fun time and had interactions with all the other sunbaenimdeul, it made me forgot all about the hurtful things yesterday.
Then after lunch, we went on to another variety show, we showcased our musical talents and I begun to enjoy the feeling of stardom.
Just then, when we ended the whole recording and was heading to CUBE entertainment for dancing and singing practice..
DW phoned me..
I hestitated, Soo Ah grabbed my phone and answered it for me, "Ne DW oppa, Min Ah is pretty busy right now, do you have anything urgent to say to her?" She asked.
DW remained silent on the other side, "Oppa?" Soo Ah asked, "Oppa, if you have nothing to..."
"Wait, ask Min Ah to pick up the call." DW interupted Soo Ah before she ended the call.
Soo Ah looked at me, I didn't know what to do as well..
Chae Rin took the phone, "Mianhae oppa, Min Ah wasn't feeling really well, I will get her to call you back later." And she ended the call just like this.
I took back my phone, the two of them seems to have realised the hidden reason..
(Probably KK oppa told Chae Rin about the incident. Min Ah is gonna literally kill KK someday..)
Chae Rin gave me a hug, "Why did you choose to endure the pain alone? Have you forgotten that we are all beside you?" She asked, feeling hurt for me too.
Soo Ah hugged the both of us, "We will always be here for you, we will protect you unnie." She said.
I couldn't control my tears and they just started flowing out, I can't seem to stop...
This went on for like five minutes and I wiped off my tears, "I am alright, sorry for making you two worry about me, mianhae." I apologised.
Soo Ah looked at me, "Wae mianhada? There's nothing wrong with you crying." She said.
*Translations: What's there to be sorry?*
"What's important now is the practice, we shall go meet the chreographers." Chae Rin said.
Chae Rin takes on the Main Vocalist and Lead Dancer's roles in the group, also the cute representative.
Soo Ah takes on the Rapper and the cool maknae role.
As for me, I am the Leader, Lead Vocalist and also the face of the group.
We will be practicing for the dance steps for "Mythology" and also our second hit song for our debut album with the same name"Mythology".
Our second hit song would be a electric-pop genre song titled, "Twinkle".
(You know, seriously, I swear, I wanted to set the second hit song as 'Twinkle" even before TTS came up with the song. Don't worry the concept of the song would be different.)
We started learning the dance steps for our first hit.
It was rather okay and Chae rin guided us along the way too, She really was a pro in dancing.
We ended the scheduled dancing practice time early and so I decided that we should take a five minutes break before moving on.
Just then, DW oppa called again...
What will happen then?
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