My 30th Shutter: Shin, the Troubled girl.
DW and I were just walking silently to the food-court.
I stopped walking and looked at him, “Oppa, are you unhappy?” I asked cautiously.
DW looked at me and slightly frowned, he hugged me and said, “I wanted you to be only mine.”
I hugged him back, “DWoonie, I am always yours. Don't feel jealous anymore okay?” I said gently.
He gave me a kiss on my lips and said, “Let's get you something to eat first. I wouldn't want you to be starving.” He said and we enjoyed our breakfast together at a quiet corner.
Luckily no one noticed us as it was really early hence there isn't a crowd.
Later on, Uncle Kim went on to process DJ's discharge procedures and we went back to Seoul.
*Back to BEAST's Dorm*
“DJ, you go take a nap. I will get you all lunch. Is Chae Rin and Soo Ah leaving?” Uncle Kim asked.
“Oh I mean, you two could stay with us, no problem. Do give your parents a call or maybe your closer relatives.” Uncle Kim said.
Then he went on out again, DJ went to take a nap and YS was taking good care of him.
The rest of the members started rehearsing in the living room, they were just purely practicing without music.
“Oppa, your dance steps were inaccurate.” Chae Rin commented on DW's dance steps.
“There's no music, that's why.” I said.
“Why not you two hum the song? This way we could be able to practice better.” HS suggested.
“Humming the songs? Oppa, you must be kidding. The two of them knew all the songs inside out.” Soo Ah said teasingly.
“Shin arh, stop teasing. We are just being very faithful and committed as a B2uty.” Chae Rin said.
I nodded, signaling agreement.
And then we sang the song rather softly while they started practicing.
Except for the rap part, Soo Ah and JH collaborated and had a rap duet.
That was really awesome~!
“I thought JH's rapping was flawless but now I really loved Soo Ah's rapping skills too.” HS praised.
Soo Ah smiled, “Komawo oppa. I am still too far away from JH oppa's rapping skills. I am just considered an intermediate.” She said.
JH shook his head, “That was really a good one, you are being too humble. We should rap together more often.” He said.
Soo Ah smiled and nodded her head.
YS came out just then, “MiNi, could you help me take care of DJ hyung for the time being? I think I need to practice now.” YS asked, he really takes his practice very seriously.
I looked at DW and then he smiled, I then turn to YS, “Ne oppa, don't worry and focus on your practice. Don't tire out yourself, everyone of you should drink lots of water.” I said.
“Yup, staying hydrated is really important, don't fall sick.” Chae Rin said.
(Chae Rin seems to be telling KK this sentence above, more than telling everyone...)
KK gave Chae Rin a kiss, “Got it baby, don't worry.” KK said.
Chae Rin blushed and pinched KK's nose, “KKwanggie~” She dragged it longer.
YS felt like he had goosebumps, “Oh gosh you two.. Oh well, We should start practicing now.” YS said.
JH nodded, “Okay kids, #Mystery# up next, get ready.” He instructed and the practice started again.
I went in to take care of DJ, he's still had a slight fever but was feeling much better than yesterday.
“Min Ah... Min Ah...” DJ started murmuring.
“Ne oppa, I am here.” I said gently to him while trying to calm him down by gently placing my hand on his hand.
He took hold of my hand and was calmed.
(*MA's POV: I guess I had to stay like this till he wakes up then.*)
Uncle Kim came back with lunch after an hour and DW came in to call for me and check on DJ too.
“Darling, time for lunch.” DW said softly.
I slowly took out my hands and covered DJ's blanket over him.
I looked at DW, “Dear, Saranghaeyo.” I just wanted to let DW know I really loved him.
DW hugged me, “Ne, Saranghaeyo.” He said, “Komawo.” We went out to the living room and had lunch.
It was till 4pm then DJ woke up, by then it was about time for BEAST to move to the venue for the performance later.
“Hyung, wear a thicker jacket.” YS lent DJ one of his thicker jackets which he wore for autumn.
JH got DJ a vitaminised drink, “You might feel better after drinking this.” JH said.
(Actually Soo Ah was the one suggesting it to JH...)
“Komawo.” DJ replied.
KK helped with carrying DJ's bagpack which holds every BEAST members' phones and other electronic devices.
We got on the van together, Soo Ah and Chae Rin would be the audience later and I will be the photographer-in-charge once again.
Dad called me, instructing of things to take note an how the filming team should go about filming the Live performance later.
(Yup, Seo Junpyo, Min Ah's father is also involved with videography and would be collaborating with CUBE entertainment company often.)
“Ne appa, arasso. Don't worry, I will do you proud.” I said and we ended the conversation soon.
We reached the venue soon and BEAST went to start preparing.
As for me, I went to the filming department and the two of them just went around on their own.
"Chae Rin, I think I will be at the rooftop, give me a text when the performance is about to start okay?" Soo Ah asked.
Chae Rin nodded her head and Soo Ah went up to the rooftop.
Soo Ah took out her notebook and started composing lyrics again. She seems troubled by many things, must be thinking about her parents again..
Please Mum and Dad! Never tell me what to do! because...
This is my life! This is my choice!And this is my future!
I know you have a high expectation of mebut following your orders are difficult tasks for me.
I have a dream to achieve and accomplishbut because of you I have to let it go!
Why oh why do I have to listen to you? Please Mum and Dad! Let me repeat it once again.
Never ever tell me what to do! because...
This is my life! This is my choice! And this is my future!
You don't like my way of expressing my expressions to you?
Well, then it's too bad for you because as long as this teenager can't do music, I am not gonna listen to you!
**Lyrics are written by Shin Soo Ah**
Soo Ah let out a loud scream, as though venting her anger to the world.
Just then, someone came up to the rooftop..
Soo Ah noticed someone's presence and left in a hurry.. but she seems to have forgotten something..
Minho was looking for Taemin, "Taemin arh!” And then he stumbled over something.
"Oh?"He took up the notebook that he stumbled over.
He read the lyrics written, “Is this a rap?” And Minho started rapping to the lyrics.
“This is awesome! Hmm.. Shin? Is it a guy? Nice handwriting. I think I should take this notebook with me and then ask whose is it through the Public Audio System.” Minho took the notebook along with him and continued looking for Taemin and then they gets ready for their performance too...
“Where's my notebook..?” Shin then discovered that she forgot her notebook.
“Soo ah, the performance is starting! Let's get a seat!” Chae Rin was somewhere infront shouting to Soo Ah.
What will happen then?
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