Okay. Since we didn't know how it all started, let me give you a flashback on what happened before this moving on thingy. :D

 

EUN AE.

 

It took me a long time to respond to what Siwon is saying. Whenever our school is our topic,I would feel bad and I wanted to change the topic instantly but I can't think of anything. Its like someone or something has stopped time. If you're wondering what happened a few months ago, let me tell you what happened.

 

The truth is, Siwon and I talked to each other about our school. I was so lonely that time and I should have said GOODBYE, but he did something about it. It was unexpected, really. I was expecting that it would be okay with him if I just walked away from his life. Wanna know what he did? First, I sent him a very long farewell message telling him that I can no longer be friends with him anymore blah blah blah and he responded after a few minutes.

 

"Eun Ae, are you really sure about that? I understand. It's your decision." He told me via text message.

 

When I read his text message, my heart crashed into pieces and I can no longer stop my tears from falling. This is not what I want. What I really want to happen is for my feelings to just disappear like smoke and be friends with him like we used to. But gosh. He just can't understand. Subtlety , I tell ya. :|

 

"I can't handle this anymore." I texted him and sighed. Stupid heart, why won't you just stop falling in love with the wrong person, will you?!

 

"Look Eun Ae. Before you go, I must tell you this. I appreciate all your efforts, okay? I may not show it, but I really do."

 

My heart started to palpitate. Oh no. STUPID EUN AE, DON'T YOU DARE LISTEN TO HIM! IT'S HIS TRAP!  That's what my mind is saying right now. But my heart is saying, "CHOI SIWON! I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOUUUUUU!" with a smile, of course. I know it's ridiculous, but you all understand what I'm feeling, right? I'm missing him and I am so in love with him. But I can't be with him. :( Boy, I don't wanna lose you. And heck, I don't wanna find someone new. :(

 

I haven't responded yet as I check my phone with a sigh. What exactly am I going to do? I know I don't want to lose him, but staying in love with him hurts also. Damn it! :(

 

WE ALL UNDERSTAND, EUN AE. :) SIWON, IT'S YOUR TURN!

 :D

 

 

SIWON

 

The conversation between me and Eun Ae has gotten into nowhere. I got a bad feeling about this. Eun Ae, what's wrong? I recall the time when I told her where will I study. Yeah. I TOLD HER. I was persuaded to tell her because she was about to say goodbye. Like what I've said before, I don't want to lose a friend like her.

 

"Siwon, I must say goodbye. After all, we won't be seeing each other again so it's just useless. And I know you won't be studying in the same school as mine."

 

I started to think of ways to cheer her up. Ah! I got it! Since she doesn't know that I'll be studying the same school as her, I'll tell her right now. I'm sure she'll be shocked! Damn. She's so clueless about where her crush will study. [Obviously, that's me.]

 

"Wait, Eun Ae! Can we at least be friends? It's okay if you don't love me anymore. Can we settle this matter?"

 

PLEASE LET ME MAKE YOU HAPPY THIS TIME. Even if I can't love you. Please Lee Eun Ae. :(

 

She still didn't respond. So I typed some rules for her to follow. It's hard to type long messages, you know. I wonder if Eun Ae's hands were okay after typing a novel, I mean, message. SPEAKING OF RULES, OH YEAH I FORGOT! I'M HER MASTER AND SHE'S MY SLAVE. >:)))))))))))))))))

 

MASTER AND SLAVE? OH MY. WHAT'S THAT ALL ABOUT? CHECK IT OUT ON THE NEXT CHAPTER OF FORBIDDEN SENTIMENTS. :))))