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Road to Perdition
by RhayisRhay
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angst
infinite
kiseop
myungyeol
sungjong
woohyun
myungjong
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Infinite and TeenTop and other minor characters
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“To die sooner or later won’t make any difference. I already know when I will meet my end, so why wait for death later when I can meet him sooner.”
“Do you think I feel that I’m still a part of this group? Because I don’t. Whether you consider me as one of you or not, it won’t matter anymore. I’ve accepted the fact for a long time already.”
“Hyung, can’t you see that I really love. But it’s sad that I can’t love you back. Hyung, can you give me a space in your heart even for just a while?”
“I’m sorry but I can’t love you. The day you denied my love was the day that you died in my heart. And even he would die; you can’t replace him in my heart.”
“I don’t want to leave you here alone. I will bargain everything I have just to stay with you so please be strong for the both of us.”
“Would you stop being selfish? Do you really need the attention that much, huh? It’s him that is sick and not you. Stop acting like an attention-deprived diva.”
“Are you thinking that I am teasing him for no reason? Can’t you see how much he is hurting? Even if I act like that to him, at least I am giving him the attention that he needs. I really care for that kid. Just to remind you, he’s not invisible and in any case, he is still a part of this group.”
“It’s okay to cry. I will always lend my shoulder for you to cry. If you think that you don’t have a place in this group anymore, you’re wrong, because we are your older brothers and that would remain forever.”
“I am worried for him, ever since that accident happened he keeps on distancing himself from us. I want to let him know that we are here for him. I’m scared that eventually we will lose him.”
“Can you treat them more fairly? Do you know what he feels every time you ignore him? Do you know how many tears he shed every time you shout at him? You won’t realize how important a person is once you lose him.”
“Can you be selfish just for once? You don’t have to sacrifice everything for him. All I want is to see you smile just like before. I want the person who always brightens my day again. I want to see person that I love back.”
“Even if you feel that the whole world is against you. Always remember that we are here in your back to support you.”
Foreword
Hello everyone, peach_fantasy here...
Technically, I'm a new writer and everything I wrote was a product of my imagination... And of course this stuffs will not happen in real life unless I become a god, which is really impossible.
English is not my first language so sorry for all the mistakes in spelling and grammar and also for some constructive errors.
I hope you will find this story enjoyable and interesting.
and if you don't mind please subscribe and leave some comments..
thank you very much...
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naznew on says about chapter 4:
I already crying for sungjong's fate.. so sad and poor him..
Who is him? Its sungyeol or hoya?
Please update again..
naznew on says:
Annyeong..I'm newly subscriber .. wow even though I just read foreword, my eyes already tearing ..
likaCXL on says:
i want next chapteeeeeeer : ))
inspiritkissmeemily on says about chapter 4:
i think kiseop texted sunggyu or dongwoo. but i have a feeling its dongwoo. hopefully! i remember one time dongwoo and kiseop took a selca together~ too cute! but yeah. and this story is so angsty! most of the stories that i read that r angst have to do with sungjong and being ill in some form. and feeling pain. or committing suicide. or cutting himself. etc. but i rlly like this story so far! and i like how ukiss is in it. u know, bc of my name. anyways, i wanna join that little family! do u ship vinseop? and whos ur bias in infinite and ukiss?
ppyong~
inspiritikissmeemily <3
JuzzMee on says about chapter 4:
thank you for updating.. so much feeling.. i don't even know what to say..just know that i really really like this story and this update really mean so much to me.. really hope you can update more frequent
khanhtam on says:
You sure always know how to sink me down with all of this angsty feeling. Whenever I read your fic, I always feel like there's a knife keeping stab in my stomach. Seem like I have to subscribe all of your fics T_T Seriously, your fics are really great!
risible on says about chapter 4:
Awww >.< I almost cried! And I almost never cry!!!
Well, my condition isn't really good the last few days, so I start crying easily right now, but still, it's so heartbreaking!
Please update soon, that chapter was so great...
And heartbreaking... TT.TT
Oh, and at first I thought he texted Gyu, but then I read some comments and now I'm sure it wasn't Gyu he texted, but I don't have a clue either...
deliberatemistake on says about chapter 4:
Who did he text...my first instinct would be to say Myungsoo but then again Myungsoo is with Sungyeol. So in that case, Hoya maybe? OMG does Sungjong love Myungsoo secretly? It'd be so heartbreaking. Well it is heartbreaking already. Thank you so much for updating durign your busy schedule!
Minnea on says about chapter 4:
Manager Hoyan or Jongryul, CEO...Tasty or Teen Top also. hahaha. Those are the only people but most likely the managers because it was mentioned that his members don't know about his illness, and actually take Teen Top out because none of them are older than Kiseop. so either managers, CEO or Tasty.
Unless this thing is bigger then I would have to think broader and use other Idols both Jong and Kiseop would confide in
likaCXL on says about chapter 4:
wow this is interesting.
so sungjong is ill?? and his band members doesnot know about it, right?? and what happened in the past??
hope update will be soon, i am really interested : ))
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