いつまでも 「Forever & Ever」


When a new neighbor becomes the trending topic of every discussion amongst your peers, you can't help but grow curious. What made Sehun, an evasive and mysterious boy, so appealing to everyone? Perhaps it's the fact that he's on the varsity soccer team, or maybe because he's a genius when it comes to calculus and physics. But, to be honest, it's probably his undeniably handsome looks. However, he's the most antisocial boy you've ever met. Sehun is extremely shy, and fewer words come out of his mouth at any time than from yours during class. He never seems to make eye contact and you always have to lean forward just to hear what he's saying. No matter how much you want to ignore his behavior, you find yourself wondering more and more about his distinct character. It isn't until you learn a shocking secret, when the pieces finally all fit together.

WARNING (PLEASE READ!): The majority of chapters have a slight use of swearing, but it's very scattered throughout the writing so I refrained from marking the whole story as 'Rated M'. However, for chapters with excessive mature language, I will be sure to mark the individual chapter (M). Also, for the reader's sake, I have censored the words with asterisks. If anyone has an issue with this (especially underaged readers) please let me know; I'll be happy to accommodate & mark the full story 'Rated M'.

*Please respect my rights as an author. No plagiarism or "borrowing" of any ideas presented in my work. There is a reason why I disallow text selection.



To my faithful friends, readers, & subscribers: it's wonderful to see you again~! <3

& To any new faces: hello there! Thanks for taking the time to check out my story (:

It's been quite a while, but as a promise to my (boy)friend @yongbaeyahhh, I have started a new project! Yee~!! (It's her birthday present! Haha)

This fiction has a different style to it (for those of you who read my last fic, Someone Like You, which had a more playful tone to it) but nonetheless, I hope you enjoy! I'll do my best to update as much as possible (which may not be very often, but I really will make an effort to try!) and carefully craft this story into something beautiful (: Hopefully it will be up to standards & you'll be thoroughly entertained!

Love always,


Main Characters:

Protagonist (you!): Junior in high school; honors student; sprinter on the varsity track team.

Nathan (Yoon Shi Yoon): Your older brother; sophomore in college. Can be your best friend at times, but also has the ability to annoy you until you snap.

Suzy (from Miss A): Your best friend since forever; junior in high school. Your mothers met in college and know each other through work. She's basically your missing half. While you're more on the brainy, tomboy side, she's the one who teaches you how to apply makeup and walk in heels.

Dongwoon (from B2ST): Senior & captain of the varsity soccer team. He's absolutely gorgeous and every girl in the district knows it; he's practically the epitome of perfection and it's impossible not to fall in love with his personality and charm.

Yuri (from SNSD): Senior & middle distance runner on the varsity track team. She's known as the girl who gets around, but with her natural inclination to flirt and pretty looks, no one can blame her.

Sehun (from EXO): Senior & star player on the varsity soccer team. He recently moved into the house right next to yours. He's extremely smart when it comes to math and physics.

Note: Other cameos are revealed later on in the story.

*Disclaimer: The personalities given to these characters are entirely fictitious. Please don't take offense if an idol is portrayed in a certain way; their personas are purely for the sake of a cohesive fanfic (complete with distinct protagonists & antagonists).*



"Come on, how many times in your life can you say that you've met someone who's completely changed your outlook on the world?"

I gently picked a dandelion next to me, staring at the ground to avoid answering.

"You know you're in love. He knows you're in love. And you know what? He knows he loves you back. Why can't you accept it?"

Something was struggling inside of me, fighting its way up my throat to splatter itself all over her pure perspective of reality. I barely swallowed my words, determined to keep every dark secret inside of me, even if it consumed me from the inside out.

"I know you're scared, but I'm here for you, and so is he. Just one look at him and I can already tell that he'd go to the ends of the universe just to make you smile. Now will you please stop looking so depressed and try to be happy? For me? For him?"

"It's not that I'm afraid of being in love," I sighed, staring at the delicate petals of the dandelion. "It's just…"

"It's just what?" she asked impatiently.

"Convoluted." I inhaled deeply before attempting to blow away the petals of the dandelion, but the wind beat me to it. I stared at the stem, watching as the wish that I desired more than anything in the world was taken away from me because I was too slow.

I was racing against time, but with each second I was left farther behind.



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pikachan #1
Chapter 6: Ohhh i just started reading it abd i'm hooked! The story is great! The way you write is also great! Aww! I'm excited to read more! Thanks for sharing such a great story! ♥
flowerpetalangel #2
Chapter 40: I just finished this story, and I've gotta say...this is probably one of the best Sehun stories I've read in awhile! Very awesome job! ≧﹏≦
tyaris #3
Chapter 40: 1:25 AM finished reading your story, one word to say about this story especially the plot twist is AMAZING !!!!!! ♥
haxinda #4
Chapter 40: the plot twist was so unpredictable i was in complete shock while reading it. and i cried when she forgived Sehun. I loved this story, as it also included mental illnesses, and not many are willing to touch that topic. Your writing is great, author-nim. Thank you for this story.
Yuki2591 #5
Chapter 40: Im so glad it was a happy ending!
Yuki2591 #6
Chapter 40: Omgg i love this story so Sooo much! Thank u~♥ I wish there'll be a sequel.
misskch #7
Chapter 40: And thanks to this story that I end up having a crush on Sehun too.. this is just so wonderful.. That feeling when you ended one good fiction that you feel so blue all of a sudden.. Haha, I'm feeling it right now.. T_T Awesome!
chodenlovekaixoxo #8
Chapter 40: <<new reader>>

this story is sooooo damn freaking nice....!!!!

i wud say this Sehun's story is #1 for me....tho i've read soooo many best authors stories bt this one is #1 for me....forever & ever will be my #1 ♥♥♥ i shud probably upvote this story ^^ i dnt knw if ur story got featured (ur story was recommended to me by my fren) but i really hope ur story wud get featured twice, thrice, 100 times.....!!!!
I finished reading it in 1 day♥♥


jaedaed #9
Chapter 40: THIS IS REALLY GOOD OMFG i was so certain she would end up with dongwoon bc dongwoon was all perfect for her and people normally take the safe route in contrast to the wild one and its really nice to see everything play out perfectly wa!
gdragon_aff #10
I loved every character in the story. And gah! Twist after twist you're just so incredible at making us readers nervous.
At first i was having a hard time choosing between dongwoon and sehun even though i had been cheering for sehun from the start but dongwoon is too sweet to be true <3
And then those honeymoon phases were making me giddy!
And when something suspicious started to rose up from their relationship it was torturous lol i don't even know why
And then when sehun's past is being revealed and he broke it up with her i was like what the oh sehun you're so gonna regret this
And then sehun seemed to disappear and more dongwoon appeared, for a moment i thought maybe she would ended up with dongwoon but then no. And when i thought sehun was finally realizing his mistake and about to beg for second chance you proved me wrong again. Sehun had to went on a crazy rampage and tried to kill her like what the hell i didn't even see this coming in my wildest imagination ever.
And then i cried because it was such an ironic scene where sehun confused about what was real and the fact that he actually loved her so much.
Then came luhan, our deer angel,
I thought sehun would be separated for a few years before they would met fately lol
But i definitely liked your version better! <3
It had such a heartwarming endong! Thank you thank you for sharing with us!
And ......do you have a thing for maknaes? ;)