Confession from Onew
I felt happy in a long time. Walking together with friends, and a child and a mother, just like a family. The family time I've never had. It felt more comfortable being with them than my own family. I always used proper language to my father like he was a stranger...I hated being home. As Ricky was jumping in our hands he stopped when we passed the toy store. I saw the small red robot on the window as we passed. Within a few minutes we arrived to their little house.
"Well, thank you for everything," Victoria bowed.
"Thank you!" Ricky smiled happily.
I looked at their house...it was small and old. In fact, looked VERY old. There wasn't a beautiful garden like my house. There wasn't three stories, there wasn't a white gate to keep theives out. They didn't have the fancy BMW. There was NOTHING that would have made them happy. It was only Victoria and Ricky...but they were still able to smile and were happy. Happier than me, and when they were separated, they cried. It reminded me of Key and I when we were dating. Even though I still bought things for myself, I would have still been happy without them because I had Key.And when we broke up...we both cried. Boy, did I learn a lot today. I saw Key take out a plastic bag and placed it gently in front of the door and quietly sneak back to his place.
"Well, we better go, nice meeting you. Do you mind if we drop by sometimes?" Key asked.
"You're always welcomed."
We waved good-bye and we were back on the busy street, where we had started.
"So, did you guys figure out what you were going to do?" Onew asked.
"My gosh, did we waste time. Damn, that place was dirty...I was holding my breath the whole time," Sekyung said rudely.
"W..what?" Key asked amazed how rude she was.
"Kibum, you and your boyfriend can leave. Let's go Jjong," she said as she locked arms with mine and headed the opposite direction. I turned back and I saw Onew pat Key's back as he looked pissed off.
Whatever. The rich ass Queenka wouldn't know how people without everything feels. Onew hyung talked me out of it and I eventually got over it. Since we were a little out of time, we only had time to take pictures at The Leaning Tower of Pisa. It was awesome and we took a lot of pictures. Finally at 7:30, we went back to the hotel. Everyone was gathered up in front of Mr. Siwon.
"Did everyone have fun?" Mr. Siwon asked.
"Well, I've assigned your hotel roommates."
"Deal with it. I want you guys all to remember NO GIRLS IN GUY'S ROOMS AND NO GUY IN GIRl'S ROOM! GOT THAT?"
"Sulli, Luna, and Krystal. Yesung and Eunhyuk. Insoo and Gunwoo. Donghae and Woohyun. Onew and Leejoon. Min and Fei. Key and Jonghyun. LIzzy and Sekyung. Daehyun and Jongup. Hoon and Eli. Yunho and Changmin....(a/n: etc:) Everyone get your luggae in the lobby and get ready to eat dinner at the grand ballroom." Mr. Siwon said.
Everyone looked for their partners. I looked for Jonghyun. Out of all the people I could have been with I had to be with Jonghyun. Oh well. I couldn't find him with all these people crowding so I went to go get my suitcase. Onew hyung had helped me and now that he wasn't here, I had trouble carrying my stuff. Suddenly someone took the heavy bags that was on the suitcase. It was Onew hyung, but Jonghyun came up and took it away from him.
"Give it to me. You go help Leejoon," Jonghyun said seriously. Onew gave it to Jonghyun, and shuffled my hair as he darted off to help Joon. Jonghyun scoffed as we went up to our hotel room. We opened the door with our key that Mr. Siwon gave us.
"Wow, it's nice!" I said looking around the room."
"Che, this? I could do better..." Jonghyun whispered but I heard everything.
"Oh shut up Jonghyun. Didn't you learn anyting today from Vic and Ricky? Be happy wiht what you've alreay got."
"Oh yeah...hey, Sorry about Sekyung I know she didn't mean it."
"I know," I said as I sat down on the comfy bed," I played with my thumbs to keep me from losing my temper. Jonghyun grabbed my wrist suddenly.
"Let's so down to eat, and don't worry about Sekyung. She's always likes that."
I thought to myself why Jonghyun would like that kind of girl. Whatever, he wasn't a part of me now so why should I care for him and that spoiled brat. We went downstaires and I saw Onew waiting for me.
"Hey Key! Dude I saw a TON of fod in the ballroom, come one let's eat," Onew said as he held my hand. I saw Jonghyun's eyes widen when Onew held my hand, but it was funny to see him jealous. Maybe he still liked me...I knew it was the wrong way to think but I was being selfish and wanted him to still love me.
I swear I could have punched Onew in the face. But I just had to have Sekyung date me so I couldn't do anything about it. I got my plate with the other Kings as Onew and Key were already getting ready to eat. Key had a little bit of everything and Onew just had one big plate of chicken. I wouldn't be suprised if there were no more chicken left. I went to the chicken section and yub, none left. I saw Key eat pasta and Onew helped him wipe the sauce off the corner of his mouth. Freaking...that adorable lips...why the fuck did I break up with him? Dammit.
"JONGHYUN!" Yunho woke me back to reality.
"Get your damn food."
"Oh, oh oops. Damn, I spaced out."
Suddenly I heard an annoying voice. "JjONG~~" Oh gosh...it was no other than Sekyung and her group of queens. She was so loud I knew everyone heard her. Sekyung locked her arms with mine and I peeked at Key. He turned away with a sad face that just crushed my heart. I knew he wasn't over me...and I was showing him this crap. I went to go sit with Onew but the Kings and Queens just dragged me away. Yumho went up to Onew.
"Dude, aren't you going to sit with us?"
"Nah, I'm fine," he said. He had the guts to sacrifice the Kings for Key and I couldn't do that. That clearly meant he liked Key more than me and I felt really ashamed of myself. I still had the chance to go to Onew and Key but I didn't. Dammit. What was wrong with me? I couldn't stop looked at Onkey flirting and all that.
"JONG!" Sekyung and the other King's yelled.
"What is up with you today? Anyways, do you want to go to the hotel's pool after dinner?"
"No. I'm tired."
"Aww come one!"
"Sekyung-ah, your fucking beloved boyfriend is tired. I don't want to."
"Fine, how about tomorrow?"
I talked with the other kingkas for a long time, including Onew. Key wasn't there so I assumed him to be in the room. After three hours of talking, Onew and I walked back to the hotel room.
"Hey Jong. I wanted to ask you something," Onew said all of a sudden.
"Yeah sure what is it?"
"You know how you broke up with Key..?"
I paused. What the hell did he want? "Y..yeah?"
"So now that your dating Sekyung, and you seem to really like her..."
"So what?" I asked annoyed.
"D..Do you mind if I ask him out?"
It hurt me so much...His words pierced through my heart like a bullet. But I couldn't do anything about it. I was so stiff and cocky when I decided to date Sekyung that I couldn't go back on my words. But I couldn't tell I couldn't Onew he still liked Key even if he was my best friend.
"I..I don't care..."
"You SURE right?"
"I SAID SURE! GOSH!" I yelled as I went inthe door. I think I accidently woke Key up from slamming the door too loudly.
"Sorry, did I wake you?"
"No it's fine. I was going to turn off the lights."
"I'll do it for you ," I said as I grabbed an extra pillow and blanket.
"Where are you going?"
"To the couch. Aren't you taking the bed?"
"Hey, there's more than enough space," he patted the space next to him and smiled. I hesitated. "Yo, it's not like it's our first time." he joked. Key lied back down and I turned off the lights and lied down next to Key. His eyes closed and so did mine.
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