She had always despised dandelions. They represented happiness, something she wasn't very accustomed to, or rather something she just couldn't understand. However, she always recieved dandelions. From her family, her friends, her collegaues ,her fans and even strangers. She hated it. But she would always smile a brilliant smile. And when she gazed down she'd find herself staring at her favourite flower Anemone. She would then wish away the hateful thoughts that bubbled inside. 

Jennie Kim was content, and that was as close to happiness she could get ; that she could understand. Everything had always been full of colour and life around her , she was aware of it. But she was also aware she could not perceive the colours and the joys with her own eyes. It had always been dull to her. Muted and far. Unreachable.