I don’t know why I am writing this. It was just a thought that came to me just a few hours ago so here it is. Honestly, I feel as if my grieving state, just like my mind on a normal day, was all over the place. Originally this was only going to be written for me to re read later on but I thought, why not share it. It’s about to be New Years. Let’s get it all out the best way we can. Mine is writing.