Lonely
Description
It's been a while since I last update or post new fanfics. School and work keep me busy. And I thought with me growing up, I would be less obsessed with K-POP. However, on Monday, December 18th, I heard devastating news. I couldnt stop mourning for the days after. With school and work already depress me, the sudden death of Jonghyun made me feel blue. I still am. I'm not a shawol, but I know how close he was to SNSD's members. I saw the girls' grief-striken faces, s, his family, and it occupied my mind. Instead of finishing my research paper which due next week, I spent time on youtube to watch old videos. And tonight, I wrote this. My wish is for his family and friends to find comfort in each other, to find the strength to continue living. Depression is an ugly monster. And I hope for anyone with depression to be able to fight and win.
Foreword
“Can we talk?”
His eyes sting. He wanted to talk three years ago, when they suddenly broke up after a heated argument. He wanted to apologize for being a hothead. He also wanted to beg. He doesn’t want to talk right now. “We’re talking right now, aren’t we?” The pain causes him to give her sarcastic answer. He hates himself immediately.
“I mean we should meet somewhere, to talk.” Her voice doesn’t change, still patient, still understanding.
Another tear rolls down his face. “I don’t know.”
“Please.” The plea sounds urgent. “I need to see you.”
“Alright.” It comes out like a habit.
“I’m alone in my apartment. Can you come here?”
“I’ll be there in ten minutes.” Anything, he will do anything she wishes.
“Drive safely.”
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