You dissapeared 2 days before my birthday.
You went away.
You looked for a better place.

My heart hurt.
My heart felt numb.

A day before my birthday,
I had no idea how to look up to my birthday.
Looking at you, in your coffin, and only memories of you in my head.

You were out there making people happy.
But you forgot about yourself.
Your happiness.

Even after hours,
I still felt numb
Grieving over you.

You are a better place now.
Better people.
Better scenary.
Better than this cruel world.

You were a star.
A huge kpop star.
A huge star that shone the brightest.
But now, you're part of the skies.

I'm tired.
Tired of losing people that I loved.
Tired of the numb feeling that is over taking me.

I loved you so much.

Kim Jonghyun,
You gave me another reason to live everytime I see you smile.
Everytime you sang your heart out.
Everytime you look at us.

Rip Jonghyun.
Fly free butterfly.
Be free.
Flash out your prettiest wings.
I'm hoping to see you flying,
resting on the most beautiful flower,
because that was you.

You were a rose,
But we forgot roses has deadly thorns too.

In loving memory of
Kim Jonghyun,
040890-121817
Deepest condolences to Shawols, SHINee and his family members.