A Brother, A Friend
A FarewellI regret not keeping up with you and your music. It pains that it was a tragedy that had to bring me to the rest of your songs. There is so much that I want to say but I don't even know where to begin.
Your voice and mere presence in a video could lighten the mood. Your laughter and silly antics could lift my spirits. You weren't just a singer to me, to us Shawols, but a brother. A friend. Someone we could look to in a time of darkness. And I'm sorry that we couldn't be that for you. I'm sorry that we were too blind and oblivious to see your cries for help. I'm sorry that it had to get to this for anyone to understand that you were suffering. But, I am relieved to know that you are not suffering anymore. I pray that you are finally at peace.
I had the honor of seeing you perform live with your Shinee family in 2016 at Kcon LA. It is a memory that I will forever cherish. Even though you aren't here in this world anymore, you are forever in the hearts of all the people whose lives you have touched. Heaven has gained an angel with a voice like so. My nino and little brother will get to see your talent. If you could, say 'hello' to them for me Your fight for what you believe is right regardless of the criticism inspires me to stay true to what I believe in, to fight for my own beliefs.
You will be missed, Kim Jonghyun.
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