He Waved Goodbye
A Farewelljonghyun-ah~~~
I wrote this a few days ago actually. with you in my mind. I think it's better to share so that I could shake off the guilt I never been able to get rid. but I think this is more to your fans, I guess.
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irony. this is the irony we’re talking about.
he's been through a lot lately.
but he told me to stay happy, like always.
then he decided today was enough.
the silent killer were his own feelings
his one and a million thoughts.
it's written all over his face, his songs.
yet I didn't realize, I didn't care.
today he decided to leave for good
and I’m desperately trying to hold his hand again
it was no use, his entire body went still
in my dream, he waved goodbye with a wide grin.
it's the burden I never notice before
the demon that accompanied whenever I leave
he needed my presence, but he couldn't say
now that he's gone, and here I am crying again
this is for the boy who loves music the most
for a talented human being with such a great hope
you did very well, boy, you did everything you can.
now it's time to sleep, dear, you've done it so well.
how irony this world is, huh?
words he used to soothe me on my rainy days
words from them was also the one took him away
words, as deadly as it can be, it already have one life on its hands.
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for you who always watching from above.
and for us who will always waiting from below.
let's live our life to the fullest and make our jonghyun proud.
jonghyun, I'll write to you some more later.
it's evening now, you've worked so well. all of us has done so well.
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