Sorry And Hope
A FarewellSorry and Hope to thank and meet you someday JongHyun-Ah
Dear JongHyun
Back when I was still a kid and did not know much about the kpop world I first heard the song "Stand by Me" from Boys Over Flowers, I think I was around 9 at that time.Then I got into Kpop because of you and watched Replay and was amazed by the vocals of SHINee and the smooth choreography. Ever since then I have been a Shawol and a very proud one at that and it has been my dream ever since then to meet you guys and express the happiness and joy you gave me by just living.
When I first heard about the news of you dying I thought that it was not real and that you would come back and everything will be okay somehow.
But after SM confirmed your death I cried, I was angry at myself for not noticing the sign you gave us ,I didn't want to believe that you are gone from this world and that I fell so bad for myself that I could never meet such an amazing and awesome person as you .
This is my way of trying to stop crying everytime some mention SHINee or you .This is my way of trying to tell you that I am so so sorry that I as a fan for many years could not notice it.
But now that you are finally resting I hope you are happy.
You worked hard JongHyun.
You did well Jonghyun.
And I hope that someday somehow I may be able to meet you and thank you for giving me reasons to smile.
A fan of yours and SHINee world.
You would forever be in my heart for as long as I live .
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