종형 오빠 안녕~
A Farewell종형 오빠 안녕~
I can’t believe it. Seriously, my brain still doesn’t want to accept the idea of you gone even if I tell it to other people. I just can’t accept it. I watched a lot of videos, MV, shows and so much more stuff about you you can’t possibly imagine. You were the first to make me like Kpop, he reason why I discovered this wonderful Kpop world and more generally South Korea. Thanks to you, I was able to open my mindsets, fix new goals in my life and start learning a new language. My sister and I’s dream was to meet you, and SHINee, at least once in our lives but the time where we saw SHINee, you were promoting your album and couldn’t come. So, we never actually met you. Our goal has been for years now to go to Korea for you, again. But, now that you are gone, even if I am really hurting inside I still want to go, for you. To make you see that we made it even if you felt bad and you couldn’t continue anymore, we didn’t give up totally and we moved forward but always thinking about you. Our goal is to make you realise that you don’t need to feel bad anymore, we won’t make you feel bad. We’ll be able to feel again sometime and then we’ll go to Korea to show you we’ll do anything for you. I love you, Kim Jonghyun. I truly believe you are peaceful and happy and cheerful as you once used to be. Thank you for all that you gave us, Shawols, and the love you gave SHINee and your family. I strongly believe we’ll see each other sometime. For now I will continue to give you and SHINee love, because 5HINee = 4 members + 1 angel.
Forever yours,
Filipa ❤️
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