The Universe Received A Bright Star

A Farewell

I hope, wherever you are, you are able to see how you are dearly loved and missed by many. I may not know what you've gone through- and i may never know- but what I know is that your departure has left an irreparable hole in our hearts.

That being said... I hope you are happy where you are, and that you have found what you failed to see in this world. I wish we could have helped you, or maybe done more for you. I regret not reminding you everyday that you are loved and appreciated. I regretted not telling you always that we are here for you just as you are always there for us. There are a lot of regrets and what if's but most of all, it hurts to know that i will never get to achieve my dream of seeing you, feeling your presence, telling you all the things I am thankful for your being here with us. Your brothers from shinee, and your family SM, as well as your real family, your fans, and everyone you've gotten to know, we are all grieving for the loss of a good soul. Nonetheless, thank you for your hard work. You have done well to get this far. You have been strong for so long for having been the pillar of support for many, but no one failed to support you. Everyone gets weary, tired, and we deal with it in different ways. And this is how you have dealt with yours, and I respect that. Respect in the way that this is what you have chosen for yourself and so I have no right to disapprove of it. Once again, to our dear Jonghyun, we miss you, we love you. See you when I see you in the future...

We will carry the memory of you along with us always as a reminder that no one will suffer the same fate. We will not let reach to that extent. You have left a huge impact in many, both good and bad. So now it is time to make a legacy in loving memory of our dear Jonghyun. With hearts filled with grief and sorrow, we will carry on and try to the best of our abilities to help those who are suffering in the same way, for celebrities and fans alike, for everyone.

Rest assured, wherever you are now, you can watch in peace. Don't worry. Let us grieve for you, mourn for you, cry for you. After which we can move on with you forever a part of ourselves. The earth lost its gem, but the universe received a bright star. Shine always. Look after us from where you are. Take care.Remember me in heaven. Don't trip over fluffy clouds and injure yourself. Your story will always live on. The physical body may not be here, but the presence is very much felt in every person who remembers you. Rest well, brother, friend, our angel.

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Redofthedawn
#1
I'm aware that it isn't December but I just thought of this post. December will never be easy for a lot of us. I'm more aware of my depression around that time. I just became an adult and the realization that a lot can change has finally hit me. I'm not sure how to feel. People within my family have died or are dying and it seems like the only thing I'm allowed to do is move on. I'm no longer given the luxury of grieving the way I had with Jonghyun. There are so many fond memories that I can go back to with Jjong but for them I only have memories. So much has happened these past few years and while I'm not completely okay I can say there's plenty of room where I've healed.

As year 6 approaches I want my fellow Shawols to know that healing is hardly a linear task. It's okay to not be ready but where you are there's always going to be SHINee.

And Dear Author thank you for keeping this space for all of us.
luv_kero
2442 streak #2
Thank you for keeping this space for us for so many years <3 This milestone hit me a lot harder than expected, but seeing this brought so much comfort. Miss you to the moon and back, Jonghyun <3
Viola_Ella #3
Chapter 818: When I saw in newfeed I just realised today is the day. He is a sweet,kind and precious soul. I miss him.
Evelyn_64
#4
It’s been five years today and just a few days ago I turned 27, the age Jonghyun-ah was when we had to say goodbye to him. I have long since had to “become an adult” and learn what growing up means; yet every year I come back to this little space, and read some of the messages that people wrote for him, and think back to the letter I wrote at 22 and never shared with anyone. I think back to a memory of me looking at the full moon and talking to him for hours, telling him I missed him terribly. We still miss you, friend. I still remember you fondly. I still remember me at 17 dancing to Replay in my room. I’ll always cherish those memories of our Spring.



Author, I hope you have been doing well. Thank you so much for keeping this space running for so long, it brings comfort to some more than you’ll ever know.
OdetteSwan
928 streak #5
I'm so glad you won the bid. I will start collecting karma points again.
Good work.
OdetteSwan
928 streak #6
Chapter 818: I just really paid attention to SHINee this August. Yet, when Jonghyun passed away four years ago, I felt sad that another beautiful and caring person chose to leave this place. In fact, I didn't want to listen to any SHINee songs then.
Now, watching SHINee's MVs, I feel like I have accepted what happened and hope that he is really happy now.
Redofthedawn
#7
Time keeps moving on and I wonder why I can't just go back and fix things to when it was so peaceful. So much has happened in the last four years and it feels as though there's only SHINee left to comfort me. Jonghyun for so long I've written my letters to you and I couldn't this year because I couldn't find the strength or will to when I was feeling down. I haven't cried this much since I was a baby. I promised last year that I would tread the new year with caution and that didn't work out so great. There's more I wanna say but I just wish you knew how much I love you. Thank you for being born and sharing your light with the world. Sincerely I love you. 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ❤️
lovelyfeisty
#8
It’s been 4 years now and so it’s hard to believe that you left us, but I still do remember you as SHINee’s Blingbling Angel and as the brightest star that shines in the sky.

I used to feel so lonely after knowing that you left us, that I was listening to Lonely everyday for about a year, but now I just remind myself that you’re still with us, as the bright shining star watching over us from the night sky. ❤️
I will always love you.
wonpokemon
#9
i was InMemoryOfJonghyun!
just thought i'll let you know so you don't add this username again~ =]
anyways, good luck with the add and for all those who come here and are thinking of Jjong and of others and themselves.
aseulmonsta
#10
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