Thank You For Sharing Your Music Despite Your Pain
A FarewellI felt empty when I first heard about your unfortunate passing. Not because I didn't care, but because I simply did not know what to feel. There were so many emotions swirling in my mind, questions that may never have an answer, tears and cries, anger for my ignorance and so much more. I felt empty and I felt like there a void inside of me.
Even up to this time, I still can't believe it. I don't want to believe that you are gone. I see your face in those pictures, in those videos and every time I see you I can't help but cry. Cry because you aren't here anymore, cry because no matter how much I cry, pray, and beg the heavens for you to come back, the truth is that you're gone. You're gone and there's nothing we can do about it.
I'm sorry Jonghyun. I'm sorry for not noticing your pain. I'm sorry for not realizing that you were crying out for help. I'm sorry, I truly am. You had so much to live for, and for that I am sorry.
Jonghyun-ah, you have inspired millions through your music and you have save so many with what you have shared with us. You gave us hope and light, a reason to keep going. Yet, we didn't know how to save you for your demons. We weren't aware of the pain you were in, and for that I apologize.
Thank you Jonghyun, thank you for all that you've done. Thank you for sharing with us your music despite your pain. Thank you for all the memories.
Jonghyun-ah, you've done well. I sincerely hope that you rest in peace and I hope that in the next life, you'll be happy and showered with love. Until then, rest in peace for we will love you until the very end.
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