My Lifesaver
A FarewellMy lifesaver
To my favourite Angel, It’s cold, isn’t it? At least it’s cold down here. We have lost another beautiful human. We all miss you a lot. But I understand you. You weren’t happy downs here for a long time. I hope you are happy wherever you are now. You worked hard. So rest now. Sleep well up there. Don’t forget your meals. Thank you for being one of my greatest teen memories. Thank you for always being there for me. You saved me from one of my hardest periods in my life. I would listen to your music, and it would comfort me. You sang your heart out, about themes that nobody spoke about. You always tried to help everyone. I’m sorry I didn’t realize you also need someone to lean on. Someone who is always there for you. Oppa, i understand your decision. Yet I wish you haven’t done that. When I heart the news, my world broke down on me. I fell and cried for hours. I still can’t look at your face on my wall without crying. So please forgive me for being so selfish. I promise you I will get better. Maybe not today or tomorrow. Maybe not this or next year. But someday, I will look up to the sky, smile, and say “Oppa, look, I did it.” I’ll show you my degree, I’ll show you even maybe my kid. I’ll tell them about that brave, talented, beautiful, young man that saved their moms life multiple times. I will make sure to be okay. I promise. Love you Jjong. 쫑오빠 수고했어요. You did an amzing job. You lived well. And lastly, my angel, don’t forget us.
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