Many Things Left Unsaid

A Farewell


Hey you,

I hope you’re happy, in a place where you will never think you are lacking. You were one of the most gifted people in the world, thank you for sharing your talent for the world to keep your legacy going.

But I’m also sorry, I’m sorry you didn’t have the chance to propose to your future girlfriend, I’m sorry that you will never get married, I’m sorry you didn’t have the chance to have children, I’m sorry that you’ll never grow old with the one you planned to love, I’m sorry that you never could reach being middle age, I’m sorry that you never got to retire, I’m sorry that you’ll never get to experience being able to wonder and question again, I’m sorry that you’ll never experience having a SHINee reunion, I’m sorry that you will never hear your fans cheering your name again, I’m sorry that we will never get to see your smile again. I’m sorry that we didn’t get to know the real you.

There are many things left unsaid, but I hope from the bottom of your heart, let us know if this decision was worth it then we as your fans will forever support and protect the decision you have made. Never again will we allow someone to be lonely, to hide themselves, to hide the real person they want to show the world. It’s such a shame that your voice will never be heard again in new songs, but we will always Replay your existing recordings as a sacred bond from me to you to connect again.

Thank for you auditioning to SMTOWN, thank you for making it into SHINee, thank you for being a father for Yooguen, thank you for composing music, thank you for finally getting a solo, thank you for enduring it all, thank you for always giving 100% even when you were tired, thank you for making us laugh, thank you for sharing your feelings, thank you for sharing your talent to the world, thank you for working hard, thank you for being our Main Vocal. This isn’t goodbye forever, to us it’s Goodbye, Hello.

-cutepinkdiary.

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Redofthedawn #1
I'm aware that it isn't December but I just thought of this post. December will never be easy for a lot of us. I'm more aware of my depression around that time. I just became an adult and the realization that a lot can change has finally hit me. I'm not sure how to feel. People within my family have died or are dying and it seems like the only thing I'm allowed to do is move on. I'm no longer given the luxury of grieving the way I had with Jonghyun. There are so many fond memories that I can go back to with Jjong but for them I only have memories. So much has happened these past few years and while I'm not completely okay I can say there's plenty of room where I've healed.

As year 6 approaches I want my fellow Shawols to know that healing is hardly a linear task. It's okay to not be ready but where you are there's always going to be SHINee.

And Dear Author thank you for keeping this space for all of us.
luv_kero 2437 streak #2
Thank you for keeping this space for us for so many years <3 This milestone hit me a lot harder than expected, but seeing this brought so much comfort. Miss you to the moon and back, Jonghyun <3
Viola_Ella #3
Chapter 818: When I saw in newfeed I just realised today is the day. He is a sweet,kind and precious soul. I miss him.
Evelyn_64 #4
It’s been five years today and just a few days ago I turned 27, the age Jonghyun-ah was when we had to say goodbye to him. I have long since had to “become an adult” and learn what growing up means; yet every year I come back to this little space, and read some of the messages that people wrote for him, and think back to the letter I wrote at 22 and never shared with anyone. I think back to a memory of me looking at the full moon and talking to him for hours, telling him I missed him terribly. We still miss you, friend. I still remember you fondly. I still remember me at 17 dancing to Replay in my room. I’ll always cherish those memories of our Spring.



Author, I hope you have been doing well. Thank you so much for keeping this space running for so long, it brings comfort to some more than you’ll ever know.
OdetteSwan 924 streak #5
I'm so glad you won the bid. I will start collecting karma points again.
Good work.
OdetteSwan 924 streak #6
Chapter 818: I just really paid attention to SHINee this August. Yet, when Jonghyun passed away four years ago, I felt sad that another beautiful and caring person chose to leave this place. In fact, I didn't want to listen to any SHINee songs then.
Now, watching SHINee's MVs, I feel like I have accepted what happened and hope that he is really happy now.
Redofthedawn #7
Time keeps moving on and I wonder why I can't just go back and fix things to when it was so peaceful. So much has happened in the last four years and it feels as though there's only SHINee left to comfort me. Jonghyun for so long I've written my letters to you and I couldn't this year because I couldn't find the strength or will to when I was feeling down. I haven't cried this much since I was a baby. I promised last year that I would tread the new year with caution and that didn't work out so great. There's more I wanna say but I just wish you knew how much I love you. Thank you for being born and sharing your light with the world. Sincerely I love you. 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ❤️
lovelyfeisty #8
It’s been 4 years now and so it’s hard to believe that you left us, but I still do remember you as SHINee’s Blingbling Angel and as the brightest star that shines in the sky.

I used to feel so lonely after knowing that you left us, that I was listening to Lonely everyday for about a year, but now I just remind myself that you’re still with us, as the bright shining star watching over us from the night sky. ❤️
I will always love you.
wonpokemon #9
i was InMemoryOfJonghyun!
just thought i'll let you know so you don't add this username again~ =]
anyways, good luck with the add and for all those who come here and are thinking of Jjong and of others and themselves.
aseulmonsta #10
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