You’ve Waited For A Lot Of Things
A Farewell
Jonghyun oppa,
그게 알아?? Even though I have my long list of bias(es), I still looking for you during my depression. Why? Because even I'm not certain of my bias(es), I know they're having a similar problem as I did. But how stupid am I, I can't see that past your bubbly and happy face. Deep in my heart I know you regret it. Not everyone can handle the emotions too well, especially when that person is famous. You can't express your feelings happily because you don't think they understand. Yet you stay anyway, but somehow you feel tired and want it to be over. You've waited for a lot of things too right?? Now, I can finally let you go. I can still watch your videos without tearing up, I can say your name without heartache. And I'll continue my dream. I want to make a promise. I will be a great musician one day. And I will not let myself fall again. I'll try hard to keep myself together. Thank you. You taught me a lot of things throughout the years.
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