I don't know why I only found this now, but I'm glad I found this. I was crying when I saw this on the featured slot, because I'm so touched by your noble efforts to grief our angel's death together, while helping people with depression and suicidal thought - this was so touching and I'm glad I'm part of this community honestly, you guys are so great. :')

Here's my letter to our angel, Kim Jonghyun.
Dear Jonghyun, I may not be a Shawol but trust me, I do watch and listen to your songs, therefore to be honest, it's really hard for me to believe that you're not longer here, with us, to share your music and that's terrified me because SHINee wouldn't be the same without the Dino. But at the same time, it would be selfish for me to ask for you to stay here with us, when you had been holding on for too long until it gets too hard for you, and you see no other choice but to commit suicide. I didn't dare to think just how much you have to got through for you to actually considering suicide... However, you tried to reach out with your songs, and I'm sorry for not understanding earlier, I'm sorry this world had to be so cruel for an angel like you, I'm sorry for everything... If only we can start this all over again, if only we're given chance to start back from the beginning... I'll show my love and support to you everyday so that you knew that you can always relied on your fans, and you had a reason to keep living. Aside from that, I just wanted you to know that it's okay now, you can take your rest and sleep peacefully without have to think about the haters, because 'em, we 're here to back you up if those bitc*es dare to say anything about your death. Just rest in peace, and don't worry, you'll be forever carved in our hearts... :') The world had lost a great man, but the heaven had received an insanely handsome angel, named Kim Jonghyun. Love you, oppa 3