Dear Jonghyun, 
I still remember that time when I first discovered SHINee in 2008. You guys had just debuted and were still babies. I still remember seeing you guys wearing colorful pants and dancing to Replay. To be honest, I really hate myself for disliking you guys that time without giving guys a chance. I regret finally coming to appreciate SHINee just a little over a year ago after almost 10 years. I still remember sitting in front of my computer listening to REPLAY nonstop despite not liking you guys that time. I had not realize that I skipped out on a talented group, a group that knows how to make other people happy and is not afraid to be themselves. Jonghyun, thank you for being yourself. Thank you for always smiling despite your hardships. You are an amazing and strong person. Your music brought joy to our soul. Thank you for always blessing us with your beautiful voice, a voice we will never get to hear again. You brought smiles to our face with your silly self and beautiful smile and laughter. Who you are as a person was one of a kind. Never think that you were not enough. You were more than enough for all of us. It breaks my heart to see you go. This is my first time to ever have to experience losing someone I dearly love and appreciate, someone I admire even if I only get to see you via on-screen. I never knew how much it hurts to lose someone but these past few days, I have learned how hard and how much it hurts. Jonghyun, it breaks my heart that you didn't think you were enough. Despite the pain, your legacy will live forever. Jonghyun, you have always made us all proud of you, no matter big or small. You did a great job. I will miss you greatly. The world will miss you greatly. You will never be forgotten. I hope you are no longer suffering but experiencing peace and happiness. This isn't goodbye. I hope to meet you one day up there. Jonghyun, you did well. Rest in peace, my beautiful angel.