(W) Real Music
A FarewellJonghyun, you….you and the boys where my only hope at life, when i saw you smile, heard your music….everything...i'm not one for writing down my feelings, but even so as i write this letter my heart is heavy...it was too soon for your light to fade, you had so much ahead of you and because of our ignorance we did nothing, some may have known but turned a blind eye to you and for that i am truly sorry, i myself have suffered with depression along with many other things since the day i could talk...now that i am 20 years of age, i look back on my life and wonder too what it would have been like if i myself would have ended it….but i could hear a small voice in my head saying i was worth it, but after this news….my heart hurts bad, when i first heard it was like the world stopped and i could breath, now i can breath but just barely….i hope your shining bright up in heaven and you finally got the peace and rest you deserved...you will forever be in my heart, thank you for saving me from myself, thank you for making real music...thank you for everything.
Always and forever in my heart.
I love and miss you angel.
Goodbye see ya soon
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