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A FarewellHey Jonghyun,
You are one of the strongest and bravest person I know. It must be hard right? Keeping all the things that I can't even describe myself because I am not you. Now you can rest. You did well Jonghyun.
I want to hate you for what you did, abandon your members, friends, family, and your fandoms. But I can't. I have no right to when I, when all of us don't know you, the real you. The one under the layer of lies that your showing us. But we still love you and always will. We will always have you in our heart. We will do our best to never let you and the hard work you done fade away from our memories.
You are already the second idol that I know that killed them-self due to depression and I don't want that happen to another person. I really hate myself right now because I couldn't do anything, all I can do is just sitting in front of videos and just watching and not be there when you needed it. All I can do when I heard you passing is breaking down and cry. I feel completely useless.
You know, the first Shinee song I heard is Ring Ding Dong, and guess what, you are the member that stood out to me the most. Your voice, your talents and all your handwork will always be engraved in our heart.
I will miss you so much. Rest in peace Jonghyun. Maybe we can meet again one time in the next life.
From your Cheonsa
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