Hi..
I just want to say to Shawols ,please be strong..
I'm not a Shinee's fan.i'm not familiar with them.I just know them when they appeared on Shinhwa Broadcast.but their appearence made me laugh so hard.When i read about his suicide,i felt so heartbroken.i cried so much when i prayed for him.maybe because i know how he felt.I've been thinking about suicide a few times before.i even had knife on my hand and cried for hours a few years ago,thinking it's better to end my life.I felt so sad,hopeless,lonely and nothing's alright.i think it was the lowest point in my life.But even in that condition,there's still a tiny little voice in my head that i shouldn't do suicide.I felt so horrible. luckyly,i listen to that voice.I just can't imagine how much he felt heartbroken,lonely and hopeless until he actually end his life.Everyone says : rest in peace.i just wish i can say to him to live in peace instead of rest in peace.

For everyone who think to commit suicide,please please please ask for help.depression doesn't come instantly.it's a progress.when you feel it started,go ask for help immediately..but,you must willing to help yourself too.No matter how the other tried to help you,they won't success if you're not willing to help yourself.Maybe people who around you wouldn't notice,if you give them unclearly message.Please tell them clearly that you need help.People around you is also a human,they won't be able read your mind or notice every change in you.they also have problems.
Suicide is permanent solution for temporary problem.I know that because i've been there.I know,people want to commit suicide to end their pain,not their life.But suicide doesn't kill the pain.it'll transfer your pain to others who love and care for you.

Last,
I hope Jonghyun ssi can read this on heaven.
Rest easy angel,
You did so well.Thank you for your hardwork,a hardwork that cost you your live.A hardwork to entertain the other,to make the other people happy.You brought so much happiness for your fans and many people who know you,even me who just know you for a while.I'm sure you already meet God and and tell him all your problem, and being healed by God.Please,pray for us who fight our demon like you,pray for us to keep being strong.

To anyone who also fight your own demon,lets fight and win.