(W) Broken
A FarewellDepression, anxiety, or any other forms of mental illness are serious issues. But even in this day and age we still have communities that keep it taboo, make it into something to be embarrassed about.
But mental illness is not something to hide under the rug. It is nothing to be ashamed of. If you or anyone you know are suffering from ANY form of mental health issues then please, please do not be silent. If you can't go to your family then go to friends, colleagues/ teachers, counsellors. You are never alone!
I have depression. I was diagnosed with this in 2012. I had very high levels of both depression and anxiety. I had gone to the stage where I did try to kill myself. And in doing so I almost killed my entire family. I set fire to the living room while sleep walking and would have died if my father hadn't found me. Can you imagine what he was going through, seeing his only daughter close enough to the fire to be burnt alive?
Think about this. Imagine this scenario. Your parents, your siblings or your friends find your lifeless body somewhere. Can you imagine the devastation they'll go through... Can you imagine the horrors they'll have to face?
When you take your life, it’s over for you. But it's only the beginning of devastation for your loved ones. There is someone out there who cares for you, who will be broken by your death. Please remember that!
Jonghyun-ah, I'm sorry I never told you just what you meant to me, to us. You aren't just a wonderful singer but you are a wonderful person. Your kindness and humbleness and generosity are the main things which made you stand out for me.
Jonghyun-ah we never understood what you were going through and I'm sorry that we could not do anything to help you get through your struggles.
You have forever left the valley of shadows and your presence has lit up the night sky to chase away the darkness.
I know you are no longer in pain and you have embraced the light of heaven. I will find solace in this...
You are tired now, right? 수고했어요 종현아. You have always done exceptionally well. Rest now brother
Till the time comes when we can meet again..... Be happy, always.
안녕, 종현아
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