Don't Suffer Alone
A FarewellMy eyes felt so heavy today because of all the crying. When I first heard the news, I could not believe it. "it was a joke right?", I told myself. Someone like jonghyun could not have possibly taken his own life. I did not want to believe it. But seeing trustable media outlets already reporting it, I realised that he really is gone. It felt as if my heart was broken into million pieces, as if a part of me was lost. My heart sank realising that he is not coming back.
I learnt something from this tragedy. That even those with the brightest smile can suffer from depression. that those who give comfort to others is actually broken deep inside.
To Jonghyun, I'm sorry I didn't know you're suffering. Now that you're up there, I hope you're alright now. You've done so well, Jonghyun-ah. It's time to rest.
To SHINee members, shawols, and everyone else, stay strong. Be kind to one another, always let others know that you are there for them. If you're suffering, don't suffer alone. Share your pain so we can ease it together. After this tragedy, I want you to remember jonghyun as kim jong hyun, a good brother, a good son, a good friend. He might be gone, but his soul will live forever.
Rest in paradise, Jonghyun <3
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