Some fluff, enjoy :) ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   ~ Make Him Mine ~    This night I didn't seem to get any sleep since it was already three am and I still layed on my mattress, wide awake looking at the dark ceiling. Normally I fell asleep easily but now it seemed impossible to come to any rest since a certain someone was running through my mind nonstop. Was he okay? Did he sleep already? Was he in pain? Did he think about me, too?    I really got myself into a dilemma; on the one hand I wanted him to call me to hear his voice but on the other hand that would mean something was wrong with him and I wanted him to be fine no matter what. But what question really bothered me was, when exactly did I develop feelings for him?    Was it when I saw him dancing?   Maybe.    Or when he smiled at me making the sun rise?    Probably.   Or when I heard him singing?   Surely.   Or maybe when he fought against someone he couldn't beat from the beginning only to protect me?    Certainly.   Or maybe it was simply love at first sight, I wasn't sure yet. The question now was; did he like me back?    Since he risked getting beaten up for me my chances were good he did, but maybe he just saw me as a friend. Yeah, he probably would have done the same for the others.   And what about the stammering? Maybe he liked me too and that's the reason he always stutters when talking to me. Or he is just shy with girls in general.    But he asked me to go to that party with him. Yet he probably did that so Taehyung and Jungkook wouldn't fight who of them would be Jimin's partner and instead go together.    But he almost kissed me... However, now I'm not sure anymore he would have  done it, I maybe just imagined him coming closer to me or maybe he did but was just confused because he hit his head.    Another unresolved question was, why in God's name I've never fallen in love with anyone before when still being Min Yoongi and now that I became a girl it didn't even took me one month? Suspicious if you ask me. Maybe some higher power wanted me to be with Jimin and turning into a girl was the only way to accomplish that. Oh man, now I'm imaging things, maybe because of the lack of sleep.   Maybe now you get why I was still awake.    But anyways, what should I do now?    Maybe ask him out? But how should I do that and what if he said no? Besides, I had no experience in dating and therefor no clue how to act or what to say.   Maybe I should just continue being his friend and then someday he will ask me out. Or he will fall for another girl and then it's too late.    Or should I just go back to denying my feelings? The problem was, even if I wanted to, I didn't know if this worked out.    Another option would be to avoid him but I'm pretty sure I didn't have the heart to do that.    Why was being in love so damn complicated?    I looked at my alarm clock, telling me it was already quarter to four am. Would I ever get some sleep tonight? Probably not. Maybe I should just stop trying to. Instead I grabbed my phone opening my picture file, searching for a certain photo... There it was. It was taken the day we all met at the park. All of us were standing in a row; on the left Jungkook and Taehyung, on their right Hoseok and between Namjoon and Jin there were Jimin and me, him standing behind me and bending down a bit to rest his head on my shoulder, smiling sweetly at the camera. I zoomed in so only the both of us were visible now and eyed him carefully. He looked so... Cute. Handsome. Just perfect. I however didn't. I never liked my looks much but when I was a boy it didn't matter that much to me but being a girl made me even more unsure about it. Yet I still screenshotted us, looking at it for a while until finally I felt my eye lids becoming heavy and before I could realize it was soundly asleep.   The next day I awoke rather early (ten am) for having fallen asleep that late last night. Remembering what happened back then I grabbed my phone, checking if maybe Jimin called or texted me. What if he didn't feel alright and I didn't hear my phone since I was so tired after not sleeping for hours? However there was no message or missed call on my phone, making me relieved and disappointed at the same time.    I wondered if he is awake already, too.   Oh God, not this lovestruck pondering again. But as annoying as I found it I couldn't help but think about Jimin, so after lying in bed for ten minutes racking my brain about him I decided to stop and simply visit him. Maybe if I spend time with him I would stop thinking that nonsense. So I went under the shower, grabbed a dark blue shirt, my black pants and started doing my make-up, this time putting a lot efforts into it. After one hour I finally was ready to go, got my black Timberlands and jacket and left the house quickly. On my way I realized I didn't even have breakfast but I didn't care since I wasn't hungry right now. I hoped I wouldn't wake him, he should rest a bit after hurting his head. When I finally arrived at Jimin's I hesitated to ring the bell, nervousness rising up in me. What if he doesn't want to see me? What if he's angry at me now since he was beaten up because of me? Okay, calm down Yoonji, he said it wasn't your fault and he would surely be thankful for some company.    Ding dong.    After a few seconds I was let in, climbing up the stairs rather quickly and then I saw a sleepy Jimin with ruffled hair standing in the doorway. The sight really was too cute and it made me a bit dizzy yet I was wide awake. Seeing me his tiredness was gone in a second. "Hey, what are you doing here?" he asked, totally confused. Yeah, what exactly did I do there? What did I want? The answer was very simple though. "I wanted to see you." I answered truthfully, looking at him expecting. Would he let me in or tell me he wanted to be alone? His face looking even more confused didn't help me figuring out his thoughts one bit. "Oh... D-Do you want to c-come in?" he asked, stepping aside and I nodded, putting off my shoes and stepping inside, glad he didn't send me home again. "I just got up so I didn't shower yet. "he continued, looking a bit embarrassed. I however shook my he