Leaving

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Namjoo have always had a thought of leaving. Every seconds. Every minutes. Everytime she felt hurt. Extempted. Avoided. But running away was never a best option. Not when nobody cares, she thought. No one cares. Not even Bomi. Yes, Yoon Bomi.

Foreword

2012

"I think I like you." She said, heads down, looking at her own feets.

Her smile fades away. "What do you mean?" Namjoo replied, she could understand her point yet she still asks.

"I like you. More than as a friend, or a sister, or a family. I think I like you more than that. I love you. Don't ask me why. I'm still trying to figure it out too." Bomi blurted out, their eyes met.

Namjoo flustered. Almost gaping wide.

'Wow, isn't that too detailed? What should I say? Ugh say something you mouth'

As if listening to the voices inside the latter's head, Bomi immediately says "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable. It's okay Namjoo-ya. I'm not hoping for your answer at all. It's so sudden right? Hahah i just thought maybe I could discover something through confession."

Little did Bomi know Namjoo's heart racing faster than usual. She loves Bomi, but it's a normal love between sisters. Just like how she love the other members. She couldn't think of anything. She felt so uncomfortable she just wanna run away from this shocking situation.

2017

"But we promised each other don't we? Right in front of CEO Choi in fact. How could you just..." Namjoo found herself already lost of word. She felt so betrayed.

"I know." Was all she said. 

Her sight getting blurred, she almost throw a tantrum. She still respect the older though. "That's all? That's all your answer?" Silence.

Few seconds passed. Namjoo did let around 20 seconds passed, giving her chance to speak more. More reasons. But the sound of clock ticking across the room was all she heard.

"Very well, then, Yoon Bomi. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry we're a mistake." With that, she led herself out from the room, as the tears couldn't be held anymore. Entering her room, slamming the door. She cried her lung out.

2020

"How's life?" Bomi asked. She knows she don't deserve to know, since she was the one who ruined it afterall. But still, "I see you doing well." She answered to her own question. 

Namjoo didn't even bother to answer her. Not even look at her. She kept her attention to the phone in her hands. But the truth is her mind elsewhere. Lie. Namjoo was a liar if she said she's not bothered by Bomi's existence. Even though she went another side of the world just to forget her, she never succeeded. Silence surrounded them once again. Bomi didn't show a sign to leave. 

"Lots have changed since you left. Our favorite wooden bench was now replaced by stoned one." She said. Eyes staring straight to the river in front of them. Still, no response from the younger. She brought her eyes to Namjoo beside her, scanning her outfit. "The air is chilly tonight, don't you feel cold? Seems like your attire didn't match the weather." Bomi still initiate a conversation. She knew she have missed tons of conversation with Namjoo back then. She knew she deserved this silent treatment. And surrender will be her last choice, as she still got million ways to own back her lost piece. 

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BanaNacruise
Hey hi! Sorry for the shocking disappearance. I made a change on last two chapters since i couldnt proceed with the previous one :'
And i'm still improving my writing skills, its hard ㅠㅠ
Btw have you check out my oneshot? Thanks for reading ❤️

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Sweeetpanda #1
Chapter 4: Thanks for the update! I really miss your writings., And I hope you can update regularly :)
Still, I’m glad that you are back!
jiyannareeka
#2
Chapter 3: Hello and welcome back author-nim! Thank you for the revised version that you updated... I still like it. ^_^
Sweeetpanda #3
Chapter 3: This is true!??? You made an update!
Welcome back authot-nim! The revision was great. . I still love it! And don’t you dare to be on hiatus again :D wait for the a fast update ;)
P.S the oneshot that u made bout Joo was so damn GOOD! I’m in tears the whole time T.T
Keep it up! Thank Yoo❤️
Siskatiska
#4
Chapter 3: Nice start
forgetaboutevrything
#5
Chapter 1: this is a good story, really!
Sweeetpanda #6
Chapter 1: I’m seeing a successful authornim someday! I love the start and I can’t wait for the next chapter!❤️
Eririn #7
BnN is super underrated. This is so cool, having Chomi exist to hide BnN. But why did Bomi initiated a break up when she was the one who confessed? And why is Chomi ok but not BnN? Assuming that's the reason behind hiding it. Anticipating your update =) And great job for deciding to write a story.
ravenschae #8
you’re right, there’s no bnn content on this site but i’m totally here for it! i can’t wait to read what you have, it looks super interesting :)
Sweeetpanda #9
BnN!!!! Cute story line! Anticipate for the update❤️