I was feeling down due to Yoongi's sudden leave. He was my boyfriend, and today was our first year anniversary together! I couldn't believe he actually forgot about it and pretended he didn't hear me when I told him about it. He was so busy with his work that he completely forgot about me and our relationship. I actually thought everything was going well, but I guess I was a bit wrong...
Don't think I'm overreacting. Oh no, I'm just a little bit disappointed he didn't remember, when I thought about it for the past few months..
Maybe I really am obsessed with it, just like he said once. It was a joke, but I felt like he really meant it.

"I should give it a rest already... I'm sure he's gonna come back soon."

He left, saying he had to do something really important and would be back after some time. I decided I should go to sleep, since I didn't have anything special to do anyways, so I slipped in my Kumamon pajamas he buyed me a day before and covered myself with the comfy blue blanket. My mind was wandering around, thinking about him again and again. I wanted him to be by my side. I know I may have been over obssesed with that anniversary, but I just wanted to give him the gift he so longed for and I didn't find any other opportunity. He would always put work before me, and I would just sit in a corner of the room, waiting for him to finally finish and do something with me. I was desperate for his attention. I was just like a puppy, waiting for his master to pet and play with him, but he didn't. And that's what upsets me the most. It was like he didn't even care for me.

I went through so many things to actually get him that basketball ball with the signature of his favorite player. He doesn't even know just how much I embarassed myself for him, or how much hair I lost back then when the girls around me saw I got something they don't.
It was something I would never want to experience again. Females are such scary creatures...

Soon enough, I fell into a deep sleep. But of course I couldn't sleep too much, because I felt something moving next to me. I slowly opened my eyes, getting adjusted to the light coming from the cars outside. I saw Yoongi laying next to me, already sleeping peacefully. I smiled to myself, examining his features closely.
If you'd forget about the bad things I said earlier, and focus on the actual good part, he's a good boyfriend... He would often go with me to the ice cream stand and buy some, then go to the park and have a walk, or just sit on a bench where there aren't too many people. He would kiss me in the most romantic moments, and the butterflies I would feel when he usually looked at me in the eyes could never compare with the ones I would get when he'd touch my lips. As if it wouldn't be enough to feel that whole zoo when he whispered something in my ears. He would make me laugh in the most unexpected ways, and would buy me sweets along with the medicine whenever I had a cold. I was pretty sensitive and careless, so he'd always have to be there to take care of me. Lay me on the bed, feed me, sing me a lullaby even just to see me chuckle at his funny beautiful deep voice.

I soon came to realize he was always there by my side, and always cared no matter how many fights we'd have related to his work. To be honest, he was the best person who came in my life. It was as if it was too beautiful to be real, it was too real to be fake...
I slowly stepped out of the bed, looking at the small table that had a necklace with the initials from our names together in a heart. Even if I couldn't see it too clearly, it was the most wonderful thing I've ever seen or had. This had to be the reason why he left, didn't it?... He just.. wanted to surprise me?

I looked back at him, when I saw him looking back at me the same way I did.
I jumped on him, both of us giggling at my silly actions. It was just a necklace, but for me it meant the world, because he was the one who gave it to me.

"Do you like it?" he asked, as if it wasn't obvious already.

"Are you kidding me? I don't like it."

His smile dropped into a frozen expression, making me chuckle slowly.

"I love it." I hurriedly replied for him to go back to his usual gummy smile.

"Thank God.. You don't even know just how long it took me to pick one and then go to someone to make it the way I wanted it to and..."

I shushed him, kissing him slowly. He kissed me back, wraping his arm around my waist. Again, those stupid but amazing butterflies I can never get rid of.

"Yoongi.. I got you that ball with the signature you wanted. You did it on purpose, right?"

"What are you talking about?" he nervously laughed.

"You knew I'd actually go get it for you, and because of that I lost some hair, you know?" I looked at him, faking an angry face.

"Ok, ok... I'm sorry, I know I put you through some hard things but you kinda deserved it. I'm always there for you because you get a cold from 5 to 5 minutes." he laughed again, this time amused, which made me laugh too.

"Yeah, I know. And thank you for that..."

"Why so sweet all of a sudden? Psh..."

He held me close to his chest, making me crazy. His fragrance, that cologne he usually wore on those important days... This was one of these days I could inhale all of that happily. I was the luckiest to have him, and even if he'd put work before me sometimes, I could get used to that. Him and his career will always be the most important for me, so I can wait.

"I'm sorry, you know..." he lowly said.

"For what?"

"I've always cared more about my work and would always make you stay hours until I finish with it. You would even sleep alone sometimes, just because I couldn't do it in the daytime. I spent time with the boys more too, and forgot that you waited for me at home. You're not my dog, Y/n... You're my girlfriend, and I admit my mistakes. So, let me make it up to you."

"It's my turn to say it. Why so sweet all of a sudden?" I said, surprised at his chose of words. He'd normally be this emotionless person, and rarely be the sweet guy, but tonight he was more than that. He really meant it..

"Just shut up... You know I am the sweetest, even if I don't say it." he said sassily.

"I know bae. Just kiss me." I giggled, making him smile while kissing my forehead.

We soon fell asleep under the usual sheets, but this time I knew I would no longer hug the pillow, but get a warm embrace from the one I need instead.

"I love you, Y/n..."

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"Huh?"

I looked at the clock, signaling it was time for me to wake up and get ready for highschool.

"So it was just another dream of him... Amazing..." I said, full of sarcasm at the last part.

Life of a BTS fan sure is sad sometimes, especially when they have the best dream of them all. But, you know...
It really was too beautiful to be real. Wish it could've been too real to be fake too.