History.

[A/N: Tah-dah! Double update! WARNING: -_- Aigoo.  What happens to the Joo Hun couple?]

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>>> JOO YOUNG'S POV<<<

The rest of EXO-M arrived.

Xiu Min and Lay...

My world seemed to stop for a minute.

Lay? Lay.... His face...

His face reminded me of my long lost best friend, Yi Xing.

Yi Xing oppa.

How do I even explain Yi Xing Oppa.... My heart has always ached for him.

I thought I lost him forever. He's my greatest friend, the one who always stood up for me.

the one who protected me when nobody else did....

the one whom I thought I was going to marry...

but because my parents abandoned me, I never saw him anymore...

But now, looking at this guy named Lay....

"Oppa..." I uttered unconsciously while looking at him.

His eyes widened. They're the same deep brown eyes as Yi Xing Oppa's..

"Yi Xing Oppa?" I called.

He stared at me. Then... "Joo Young?" He asked.

I burst into tears, but I couldn't move.

I found you. Finally. I can't explain this happiness.

I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out.

Suddenly, oppa held my hand and took me outside.

>>> SE HUN'S POV<<<

Yi Xing- hyung...

He doesn't want to be called Lay.

How do I even begin this?

Of all the EXO members, Yi Xing hyung is the only hyung whom

I can NEVER disrespect, fight, or insult.

Every single EXO member is scared of him.

Every single member respects him like he's the leader.

This hyung of mine is the most serious of all. Predebut, he trained 16 hours a day...

while the rest of us slacked off...

He is dedication. He is hard work. 

I looked up to him ever since. He doesn't speak much. He rarely smiles...

Months before our debut, I thought we were like "buddies"...

But when I called him "buddy", he seemed annoyed.

"Sorry, dongsaeng. We're not really buddies. I only have one friend in this world." He told me.

At that time, I didn't care about that "friend" of his. I wanted hyung to see my potentials too. 

Intimidating hyung.

Always serious, always in deep thought, never laughed, never really talked a lot....

But now...

now...His impact on Joo Young is rather unexplainable.

I saw with my two eyes how Joo Young burst into tears...

Tears of joy...

Unlike the tears of sorrow she gave me....

Who is Yi Xing in her life? Why? Why is she crying like that?

Yi Xing-hyung and Joo Young... what are you to each other?

Just then, I saw Yi Xing hyung hold her hands. 

Wake me up from this nightmare...

He took her outside..

If this were another guy, I would have thought of violent things already... I would have crushed that guy into pieces...

But now, I can't. I've been paralyzed with the thought that Yi Xing belongs to Joo Young. Joo Young belongs to Yi Xing.

The way his hands fit hers... the way he looked at her... the way Joo Young looked at him...

Different.

The hyung I respect the most, the hyung I can never defy has taken Joo Young. 

I swallowed hard. 

So it turns out like this... 

She belongs to another.

No words are needed for explanation.

It's written all over them. 

So it's just like this... 

distance... space..... emptiness...

I don't feel the slightest bit of jealousy...

Because jealousy is selfish.

Love is not selfish. Love is not jealous.

But I do feel sorrow.

sorrow that it's not me with her right now...

But I do feel regret.

I regret not telling her....

But I do feel loneliness...

lonely because she won't care about me now... 

But I do feel emptiness... 

empty because she won't fill the empty space in my being...

But I do feel broken...

broken because my heart is...

----END OF CHAPTER 46----

[A/N: Se Hun's feelings... OMG... Now play this song one more time: ...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q4s8kHsKVo... I am actually in the mood to write the next chapter right now.. I'll probably post it tomorrow... Sooo Just when you thought that Tao belongs to the LOVE TRIANGLE... there came Lay. ]