Forever Clueless= Heartaches

[A/N: Hu-hm.... Oh gollypie. This is what the absence of skinship does to Se Hun: fighting Tao. Hihihi.... ]

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>>> SE HUN'S POV<<<

Apparently, Tao still replied after my text message.

"Wait 'til I get back to Seoul. Just wait, and I'll show you who's boss." 

I laughed at his lame text message. Can't he do any better than that?

"I don't have to wait. I can go there directly then I'LL tell you who's boss." 

Bastard's probably fuming right now. 

He replied.

"Can't believe I'm actually putting up with your childishness." 

Douchebag. You're the one who started it. 

"You're the one being childish, actually. Stealing someone's wife is childish, and not to mention, very very immoral." 

Tao replied after ten minutes.

"I'm not gonna let you win." 

Tsk. Tsk. Just to piss him off, I have decided to stop replying. After 48 hours of warring, I believe that the loser doesn't deserve my attention anymore.

I won. See you in hell, perhaps?

>>> JOO YOUNG'S POV<<<

If Se Hun continues to avoid me like I'm a virus or something, I'm going crazy.

I've thought of all the logical reasons as to why he's pretending that I don't exist.

Number one, he's mad at me. 

That can't be. I haven't done anything to make him mad. In fact, I'm the one who's supposed to be really really mad at him right now....

because he stole a kiss from me.

Argh, Joo Young, pabo. Don't bring up that topic again. 

Number two, he wants me to go away.

Pfft. Fine. I know I don't have the right to impose myself on him, but why does he keep on making me guess?!?!

I've had enough guesses in my final exams and I don't want to make another guess!

I'm confused. 

Did I mention that I'm hurt?

It feels like I'm waiting for an answer that's not supposed to be answered.

It feels like I'm running along an endless path. 

But Se Hun is full of unpredictable actions that even my human logic can't solve. 

I think I need somebody to talk to.

Jinri-eonni.

Jinri-eonni is the only person who knows about my true feelings for Se Hun, but I've never really talked to her about it.

I just told her that I like Se Hun.

That's all.

..... I rose from my bed quietly. I stared at Se Hun (who's sleeping peacefully)

Sigh, why are you making this so hard? 

I shook my head and tiptoed to the balcony. I started ringing Jinri-eonni's number.

Luckily, she answered.

Her worried, motherly voice had me crying.

I kept my voice low, so Se Hun won't hear it. 

"Joo Young, kwenchana?" She asked.

I wasn't able to answer.

I could hear Jinri-eonni's tensed breathing.

"Eonni, I'm sorry to wake you up." I told her.

"It's alright.....are you worrying about Se Hun again?" Eonni asked.

"Ne... Eonni, please don't tell anyone." I replied.

"Yes yes. Your secret's safe with me... Now tell me... why are you crying at 2:30 a.m?" 

I paused to catch my breath.

"He's avoiding me. I don't know why but.. he's avoiding me... Eonni, otteoke?" I said while stammering perfectly.

I'm such a klutz. 

"Awww... Joo Young.. tsk. How I wish I knew the answer. I can't possibly lie to you and tell you that I know the reason why he's being distant... Did you ask him about it?" Eonni responded.

"Uhm... I tried, but he's... I don't know. He literally walks away whenever he seems me." I told eonni.

"Geez... Just bear with him, okay? I'm pretty sure that he has a reason for doing so." She advised.

"Okay, eonni..." I said.

>>> SE HUN'S POV<<<

I sensed that Joo Young woke up in the middle of the night. She probably got up from the bed and left the room.

This caused me to wake up as well.

How can I sleep when she's not asleep?

Something wrong? 

I looked at the bed. She's not there.

I left the room as well and found her outside... sitting by the balcony.

She's talking to someone.

 I hope it's not Tao. It SHOULD not be Tao.

Okay, I don't eavesdrop on a daily basis, but I need to listen.

I hid myself behind the wall and listented intently.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I realized that she was just talking to Coordi Noona.

But then I overheard her crying.

Oh eff no. She's crying. 

I listened to their conversation.

Guess what, Se Hun? You're the reason why she's crying. 

Now I feel guilty.

If there's one thing I dislike, it has to be seeing that lady cry.

Argh. If she only knew the reason why I'm avoiding her.

It's for her own good. 

Only time will tell.

Time. 

I checked my phone to check the time:

Today is February 14, 2012. 2:36 A.M. 

February 14. Today is the darned Valentine's Day I've always been skeptical of.

Good heavens. Why?!? EXO has a Valentine Showcase in Hongdae today.

This only means that I won't be able to go home since Hongdae is quite far from the dorm. 

Seems like I won't be seeing my valentine. 

F this. 

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[A/N: WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH... Valentines Day?!?! w/o Se Hun?! Oh noooo.... 

I'll be posting Chapter 42 tomorrow, February 14, 2012.. HIHIHIHIHI.. Valentine Chapter for the Valentines Day... but where's Se Hun?!?! Aigooooo....]