PART I:

DISCOVERY OF THE SOUL

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That was us at that time

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We were just trying to find out what it means to breathe in deep, what it means to exist, what it means to hold onto life

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If we act like idiots when we talk about it, it's only so you can’t tell we're freaking out on the inside

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If we act like we've got it all together, it's only so you won't know we can’t even find all the pieces

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Most of the time, especially at nighttime, we don’t even know who the hell we are, much less what we’re going to do with our lives

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Turns out it’s really stupid to try and fix everyone else when you're still a mess

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And it was so hard to admit, because we're arrogant like that

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It never did anything good for us.

Author’s Note

FIRST CHAPTER WILL BE POSTED THIS THURSDAY

I'm so sorry it took this long, believe me I was in pain too because writing is my lifeeeeeeeeeeee

Some importantish info:

For you who are used to my former ways of writing/anyone else who’s used to most normal writing: I usually write average-sized chapters but for this story, because of the way this is written, the chapters will be pretty short, but I will be posting two chapters every week.

Also, I'm going to explain something else in advance. I'll have a song at the beginning of each chapter (not something I wrote, just a song that exists out there). You don’t have to the song (obviously), but usually the song is something which inspired part of the story or expresses feelings I have in the story, and I thought it might make good background music or add another level of depth to the atmosphere. Music plays a very important role in the story and I wanted to emphasize that.

So.......................I hope you'll be expecting the first chapter!