Reflecting on all the hardships and tears on Produce 101, I can’t help but think how I would react to the harsh, competitive trainee life as depicted on the show. From company evaluations to dance practices to battles for center to eliminations to PARENTS, I’d be in for a long, emotional ride.

Note: I’ve changed some of the contestants’ rankings and may have written a few of them out altogether.

Warning: lots of crying, you may need to prepare your tissues