“So which movie would you want?” We were on his bed, wrapped up in his blanket as there was a soft petal-like sound of raindrops, it started raining a few minutes ago as we wanted to pick movies between Unfriended or Autopsy of Jane Doe as I seriously considered and went “Y’know what? Autopsy of Jane Doe seems cooler. Let’s watch it then.” We watched the first few minutes and saw the burnt body and how it moved as I hyper ventilated and everything was fine. Until Jane Doe came along “she’s so hot.” Sehun whispered into my ear as I glared at him before whispering back “You’re gross.” He gave me a teasing smile as we watched I yell at certain timings and I felt myself squirm. I felt someone’s hand wrapped around my waist and his warmth radiating off him and onto me. Sehun shifted closer and started drawing circles at my waist, I swear I couldn’t focus on the movie and after breathing we continued.

We were at the part where the guy just cut open her body and started writing down on the chalkboard when I involuntarily covered my eyes, peeking through the cracks my fingers provided as I heard Sehun chuckle. When the movie ended though, I looked at Sehun who looked at me “what?” He asked and I felt myself heat up “Please sleep with me. I’m scared.” I said and he rolled his eyes “Comeon Nuel. You’re 18.” I rolled my eyes “I’m 18 on a scale of 1 to 10. But , that didn’t mean I ain’t scared and won’t be scared. 18 is just a number but my fear is like 1 years old.” He rolled his eyes and moved his laptop away as he sat on bed, with me, both of us unable to sleep “Is there anyone at your house even?” it was quiet and I could hear the ticking of the clock downstairs Sehun hummed and shook his head “I guess that it was a surprise if we could see my siblings or parents.” I sigh “it must be lonely…” he looked at me “Why? Do you plan on moving in with me?” he grinned teasingly as I thought for a while “Hey! It doesn’t seem to be a bad idea.” He rolled his eyes and poked my nose  “Yea yea yea, later police gon show up at my house, claiming that I kidnapped you.” I pout “Awwww Se, I didn’t know you LOVE ME THIS ING MUCH!” I blinked in a cute way as Sehun laughed.

“It hurts didn’t it?” he asked softly as I looked at him with a questioning face as he brush my neck, the part where Luhan left a love mark as I frowned and looked at Sehun “It’s already done. Not much I can do.” Sehun smile before his mouth hovered over the spot, his hot breath on my skin, making my toes curl in delight “If you give me permission… I will cover it with my own.” I clutch my heart as sehun waited a beat, he was about to pull away when I said “I wouldn’t have it any other way if it isn’t you.” I felt him smirk as I closed my eyes, I could feel myself tembling and eyes shut “I felt the same for you.” He shifted until he trapped me in his legs, my body just in front of his as he gently cup my neck and on the bruise as I gasp and moan, it was my soft spot now and I felt his lips smirking as I moan harder when he it my hands found their way to his back and each time I moan, my fingernails dug into his back and the next thing we know, I’m below him and he is on top of me.

We looked at each other, staring into each other’s eyes, I missed that soft gaze he held for me and my hand wound around his hair, playing with it before I brought it down to crash his lips against mine, he smirked and gently kissed my lip as he nibbled the bottom of my lip, making me gasp but what broke the trance we were in were the ringtone of my phone as we both stop and guilt was written all over each other as I frowned, how did we get so lost in each other? Didn’t we have our own respective partners…? My phone rang for the second time after the silence engulf us for about half a minute before I went to pick it up, “J bb” was flashing on my home screen and I had second thoughts “Pick it up.” Sehun was standing behind me that I jumped a bit, surprised by his husky raspy voice as I frowned “It’s Joo.” Sehun sigh and ruffled his hair “I figured that much.” I frowned as the screen kept flashing and Sehun slide to answer and I looked at him as he signaled it with his chin. His hair was messy from when I tangled it just now and his lips were puffy, red and swollen a little as he went back to the bed

“Hello…?” I said as I bit my lip “Hey b, sorry I couldn’t pick up your call just now, anything happened?” I swallowed my saliva, my hands clammy “It’s fine.. I… solved it already.” Lie. Joohyuk hummed in understanding “I was calling just to tell you that I will be working overtime tonight so I won’t be home.” That was the lie I caught so we got even. “Oh sure B… See you…” Joohyuk hummed “See you soon. Love you! Muacks!” the call ended and the frown on my face didn’t fade, I went even paler and I felt my knees buckle and I slump on the floor as I heard a thud, Sehun jumped out of bed and was just beside me as fresh tears started welling my eyes and it dripped down my face as sehun embraced me, swaying me back and forth, trying to calm me down. When I calmed down about 2 minutes, I was lying on Sehun’s chest as sehun sat upright, his legs on either side of my waist as I played with his fingers and wiped my tears, my eyes were puffy and my face sure as hell had tear streaks.

He embraced me and kissed my forehead as I sigh, the clock ticked at 2:45am and it was just a few hours ago when everything ended with me in sehun’s embrace, over and over again. “I think we should sleep instead of spooning each other.” I said as I turned, trying to catch a glimpse of him as he smiled and nodded, Sehun tucked me in bed before sleeping on the floor as I said “goodnight.” And I drifted off to sleep. I woke up at a dark alley and my lips dried. I had no other exit or pathways… Just this stupid small alley. I looked back and forth. What the hell? I thought as I slowly approached the other end. It looked like the alley I was at, what the hell? I kicked the glass bottles and shriek again before slowly approaching the end and what happened next happened so fast, Luhan was on top of me, scratching and clawing my blouse before kissing me everywhere and I shouted, begging him to stop and when he unbuckled my shorts and he was holding me at a chokehold, I couldn’t breathe, I tried screaming until my throat became raw… “Nuel?” I peeled open my eyes, sat up in a haste as I tried to pant, my throat was painful “are you ok? You kept screaming… and you’re sweating.” Sehun said as I felt myself sticky and sweating profusely as tears were