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I woke up in a daze.  I was warm, comfortable and still tired.  From behind my eyelids, I could tell the sun was filling the room but my internal clock told me it was still early. 

I shifted in the bed and I could feel the heart of another person next to me, my slightly shocked was replaced quickly with joy at waking up with her next to me.  I opened my eyes a fraction to see her.  Her eyes were closed, her face was peaceful and beautiful.  She was on her back, her head turned slightly to face mine.  I was on my front with one arm around her waist.  I looked up to see we were both still completely and I took some time to admire the shape of her body next to mine.  Her arm was over mine her other arm thrown over the back of her head.  I put my face back down into the pillow and hugged her tightly to me.  She moaned softly in her sleep as I kissed her cheek. 

I could not fall back to sleep.  Instead, I lay there enjoying the feeling of waking up with her, laying in bed with someone I loved. 
For I was sure I did love her.  The way she made me feel.  It was like the other half of myself I had not known I was searching for.  I felt complete, able to do anything, and happy.  Truly happy. 

This meant some serious problems though.  I began to think of how this would work.  She was from England, she lived in Indonesia and I was from Korea traveling the majority of the time.  Would she come with me back to Korea?  I had enough money I could certainly look after her, would she understand about my schedules, hectic life and the situation I was bringing her into?  Somewhere deep down I knew she would, maybe it was hope, blinded by the fact I was in love with her so deeply right now.  I knew she was independent, she was strong maybe she could handle it. 

She worked online most of the time, so she could still work from Korea if she wanted to.  I immediately thought I would take care of her if she didn’t.  I would do anything for her that she asked.  But I knew she wouldn’t ask.  I was leaving in a few days, so there were things to arrange, people to talk to if she decided to come with me. 

I had made up my mind to text Jinki when I was out of bed.  He was the only one to help me deal with the decision I was making.  He would understand.  He would help. 

I lightly kissed her cheek and her neck as she slept next to me, I didn’t want to wake her, but I was beginning to miss her which was a ridiculous concept as she was right next to me. 

I was overdosing on the smell of her skin and her hair when she shuffled next to me.  I opened my eyes at the same time she did and grinned across to her. 

She smiled sleepily blinking back at me. 

‘Morning beautiful’ I croaked out reaching over and planting a kiss on her lips.

She sighed and kissed me back.

‘good morning’ she croaked back as our eyes met again. ‘this bed is so comfortable’ she giggled rai