Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
 

Tiffany and Yoona are waiting patiently for Jessica at her neurologic. Taeyeon still busy with her album when Jessica should see her doctor. Jessica just said that she needs a check up and Taeyeon didn’t have any suspiciousness toward her girlfriend

“How was it?” Tiffany strides to Jessica who handed her and Yoona an envelope. Yoona opens it and read it carefully

“Anxiety disorder, panic attack?” Yoona furrowed her eyebrows “Unnie?”

“I… Often got the bad dreams as well when Taeyeon with me” Jessica hung her head down “I don’t know…”

“But you couldn’t sleep well if Taeyeon isn’t, around right?” Tiffany asked

“That’s right” Jessica sighed “It confused me”

“How’s the doctor solution?”

“He said for…” Jessica bit her lower lips “He said I need to make a space between me and Taeyeon…”

“How could you?” Yoona wider her eyes in shock

“Taeyeon will hate the idea” Tiffany sighed

“I’ll try to talk to her” Jessica smiled, assured Tiffany and Yoona who look more curious than her “Trust me”

“I hope it’s not about breaking up or one of you giving up” Yoona huffed as she turned the engine on

“It’s impossible” said Jessica from the passenger seat “We need to be together as well. I hope Taeyeon knew the answer then”

Jessica put the medical report on top of cabinet. Taeyeon just called that she will be home within minutes. Jessica looking at their photo which placed near the medical report. Taeyeon’s smile is Jessica’s happy pill. How can Jessica tear it away?

“I’m home” Taeyeon’s voice ringing on the house, make Jessica feeling her mood is up

The older girl put her bag and take off her jacket before walking to Jessica. She gives a quick peck to her lips before wrapping her arms to Jessica’s waist

“How was your check up, sweet heart? Is it okay for you going to Hong Kong and LA next week?”

Jessica gulped her saliva

“It would be okay, Dr. Park said so” Jessica faked a smile

“That’s good” Taeyeon smiled

“How was your day, Taengoo?”

“I finished half of the album”

“So proud of you!” Jessica leaned closer to kiss Taeyeon when the older girl responded. She tilted her head to let Jessica devours her lips. They parted for a while because needed the air. Taeyeon smiled at Jessica who looking lovingly at her eyes

“You know, what makes me feeling happy every day?” Taeyeon asked

“What?”

“Remember that you will always waiting for me at home. Even though you are away because of work, I always feel your presence in this home”

Again, Jessica gulped her saliva

How if this home wouldn’t be same for Taeyeon?

The sound of Taeyeon’s stomach grumbled leave them giggled. As in Jessica already learned some basic cook, she can make some foods to Taeyeon

“Let me cook for you” Jessica release their hug “Just go bath and change your clothes. I already prepared your pajamas on top of bathroom drawer”

“Okaaaaaaaay”

And I... am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I... will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
 

Taeyeon smiled upon Jessica’s back figure on the kitchen. She wanted to hug the younger girl but seeing she holds the knife, she just afraid that the brunette will threaten her with the knife

She took the seat as Jessica finished her bolognaise and serves to Taeyeon

“Mood for pasta?” Taeyeon chuckled. Jessica is being Jessica who cooked depend on her mood

“That was the fastest. I won’t deal with your grumbling stomach if I decided to make Curry or fried rice”

“Ay ay Captain!” Taeyeon laughed while took the fork and starts to eating

“Taengoo?” Jessica called her girlfriend in the middle of the dinner

“Hmm?” Taeyeon raised her head from the plate. Her dorky face makes Jessica canceled her plan to tell about her disease. Instead, she reached Taeyeon’s cheek and caressing them gently

“Slow down when eating, Babe”

Taeyeon nodded and focused again on her plate. Jessica couldn’t stop but chuckled after saw Taeyeon. How she loves the older girl with all of her antics

Sometime she’s being lone Taeyeon who spacing out

But sometimes, she’s being lovely Taeyeon which Jessica loves the most

“If you are tired, I can tell Tyler for cancelling some of your schedule” said Taeyeon while put her fork, she finished her meal and sipping the water beside her. Her eyes landed on Jessica eyebags, she always being curious why Jessica often looks so tired nowadays

“I’m okay, Taengoo”

“Is your anemic okay?”

“Mmh-hmm” Jessica nodded “It went well”

“Okay then” Taeyeon stood and put her plate on the dishwasher “I’m just too worried about your eyebags. Do you have some works tonight?”

The overprotective Taeyeon is back. It drew clearly from her tone

“Actually, yeah”

“Postponed it” Taeyeon huffed “How many times I said for having a good rest, Sica? What are you doing before I came? Did you already do your work?”

Jessica actually hate the tone which Taeyeon used

And Taeyeon realized that Jessica’s sho