You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged,
Oh, I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people

Taeyeon opens the door and find the slightly tall woman at the doorstep. She beamed a wide smile, which make Taeyeon furrowed her eyebrows, moreover the older girl bringing a big box

“Tae, who is that?” Mrs. Kim joined her daughter at the doorstep as she saw the guest

“Oh, Gyuri! Long time no see” Mrs. Kim walking closer and hug the particular guest, signing Taeyeon to makes a way “Let’s join us for breakfast, do you?”

“It would be great, Mom” Gyuri smiled, not realizing that Taeyeon huffed when Gyuri addressed the same manner to her Mom like Jessica did, even Jessica still called her Mom with “Mother” sometimes

Why Taeyeon feels like Gyuri already knew her family rather than Taeyeon herself

“I called Minjin Unnie yesterday and she said Taeyeon was going to Jeonju” said Gyuri when they settled down on the dining room

“You were looking for me?” Taeyeon tilted her head. Well, Gyuri once said that she is her hardcore fangirl along with her band-mate in Kara, Seungyeon but she never had an intention for knowing her sunbae more than that. Once Gyuri also said on the broadcast that she loves Taeyeon so she wanted to bring her whenever she wants and Jessica was make a fuss over that

Wait, if Jessica see this, she might me mad again

“Yes” Gyuri nodded and handed the box “Congratulations for the comeback, Taeyeon”

Taeyeon wider her eyes. Seungyeon was meet her backstage before and giving some gifts that given by Kara’s member, but now? Why Gyuri gave it by herself, all along to Jeonju like this

Mrs. Kim kicked Taeyeon’s leg to make the short girl back to her world

“Thanks” Taeyeon bowed “You came all the way here to give me this, Unnie”

“It’s okay. It reminds me for our rookie day when you and your member being the one who gave us the gift even though we’re almost in same time when debut”

“But still, we considered you guys as our sunbae” Taeyeon replied

“Still polite as usual, Kim Taeyeon” Gyuri smiled

They continued they activity, having little breakfast and having conversation. Mostly about Gyuri’s activities after Kara’s disbandment. Taeyeon often stole glances to Gyuri who being so comfortable at the moment

Taeyeon really hopes that Jessica still sleeping and doesn’t see Gyuri for now

You can lose sight of it all
The darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

“Thanks for the breakfast, Taeyeon” Gyuri smiled. Taeyeon’s parent already excused themselves to their store when Gyuri stayed for a while

“Yeah. Take care and drive safely”

“Did you come with Jessica?”

“She’s still sleeping. Not in a good condition after all”

“Is she sick?”

“Ah, yeah” Taeyeon hesitate for a while “She’s getting cold”

“I see” Gyuri saw Taeyeon is being uncomfortable for having conversation, just two of them

“Are you afraid if Jessica suddenly wake up and see us?” suddenly Gyuri asked

“What? Why should I?” Taeyeon frowned

“All people which knew your relationship are knowing that you are so whipped, Taeyeon” Gyuri chuckled and reached Taeyeon’s upper arm. Taeyeon wider her eyes and swayed the arm, she felt annoyed

“Well, if you know that. Why are you here and trying to make a scene?” Taeyeon indeed very annoyed, she already had a thing for telling Jessica about the gift and if Jessica see them, it will need more explanation

“Still cold”

“Unnie, you can leave now. I have something to do”

“You are really afraid of Jessica. Did she chain you? Or did she have the control over you?” Gyuri leaned over, closer to Taeyeon

“Move away, Unnie” Taeyeon hissed “I won’t make any fuss here, at my home, as in my Jessica is here”

“Omo, my Jessica thing” Gyuri laughing sarcastically “Well, see you around, Taeyeon”

Gyuri takes her bag and strides to main door when Taeyeon stands behind her

“You will know about something between me and Jessica” said Gyuri before entering her car, leaving Taeyeon with a questionable look

She just locked the main door when the sound of scattered glass is heard from her room

Show me a smile then
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
This world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up
'Cause I will always be there

“Jessica!” Taeyeon opens the door hurriedly when she saw blood from Jessica’s hand, scattered glass and medicines

“Tae… Tae…” Jessica breathing heavily “Please… give me… some water…”

Taeyeon runs outside and takes the water jug with plastic mug, well she won’t any accident happen again and also first aid box

She pours the water and Jessica took it immediately with her medicines, when Taeyeon looking over at her left hand. There’s a cut between thumb and index finger, not so deep but still bleeding

Taeyeon reaches Jessica’s hand when the brunette still shaking

“Let’s go to hospital” Taeyeon wants to pulls Jessica up but the brunette tugs her arm

“Don’t want hospital… want Taengoo…”

“What?”

“Want Taengoo…” Jessica is almost whispered. Taeyeon sighed and takes the younger into faucet, to clean the wound first. Jessica flinched when Taeyeon put the betadine and wrapped the wound

“It’s okay” Taeyeon put the utilities back to the box and wiped Jessica’s tears “I’m sorry I put the glass here, I should consider a plastic mug”

Jessica bits her lower lips, it makes Taeyeon caressing her cheeks

“What’s wrong, Sica? Why you suddenly like that?” Taeyeon referred to shaking Jessica

“Why Gyuri Unnie was here?”

Crap, Jessica saw them. Taeyeon gaped while trying to make any good explanation

“She gave me the gift for comeback” Taeyeon replied simply, one hand still caressing Jessica’s cheek

“She should come all the way, here?”

“I don’t know either” Taeyeon cupped Jessica’s face and raised it. She looking at Jessica’s teary eyes “I’m sorry. I really don’t make you jealous on purpose”

“Taeng…” Jessica closed her eyes, contemplating about the thing that she wants to talk about

“Yes?”

“Gyuri Unnie… Gyuri Unnie…” Jessica is crying again, makes Taeyeon feels more confused and pulled her for a hug. She caressing Jessica’s back while kissing her hair, muttered about how she loves Jessica

Feeling more comfortable, Jessica decided to said the truth

“Gyuri Unni once said that I don’t deserve you”

“What?” Taeyeon pulled from the hug and looking at Jessica. Her eyes wider, how come a stranger said about the terrible thing to her Jessica “When?”

“I don’t know about the detail of our relationship at that time. When I was mad at you because you were hanging out with some of Kara’s member without telling me first” said Jessica in the middle of her crying “I was… I was going to the club the next week with Minyoung Unnie and Irene, when… when…”

“Sica…” Taeyeon wiped her tears again “Tell me”

“She said that I don’t deserved you. I just chained you, I never make you happy because I always being jealous”

Jessica is crying again when Taeyeon pulled her for a hug. Taeyeon clenched her first hearing the facts between Jessica and Gyuri

“Did it make you become like this, Baby?”

Jessica nodded on her embrace, makes Taeyeon’s heart in pain. Jessica sh