A/N: Hi! This is the first story that I write in like 7 years. I don't know how is going to turn in the end because I'm just tiptoeing in writing over here. English is my second language so please bare with me in case of faulty grammar. However, corrections are welcome. I hope you enjoy this story. I have a few ideas but not a clear ending for this so bare with me in that too.

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide talk, selfharm discussion, depression. anxiety, probably some in the future.