Things weren't suppose to go that way.

Kyuhyun had never thought of marring Lee Sungmin, but he never thought the boy would have married someone else either.

It was pretty frustrating to see a girl beside him all the time, it was way more frustrating to see the couple being all lovey dovey around him and the other members, like it was no big deal.

Kyuhyun had put all his effort to like that lady but something inside him, just churned every time he saw her: small eyes, pointy chin and all those girly stuff that he still didn't get why guys love so much. Actually, Kyuhyun found her pretty dumb with all her aegyo  and cute poses, she was like a bad copy of Sungmin but ten thousand times cheesier.

In his head Kyuhyun thought that him, was a way better choice. He was more Sungmin's type, someone with whom he could have spent the night talking and sipping expensive wine until their eyes were too heavy to stay open and then fall asleep on the couch to wake up the next day with a bad backache and a big smile. Also, his wife was surely a cuddler during the night. Sungmin was a cuddler too and that's why he needed a hugger, just like Kyuhyun. There couldn't be two small spoons in a relationship, right?

Kyuhyun had found a million reasons why he was so much better than her, but still in his inner self, he knew his feelings were speaking, what was actually keeping him from having a mental break down.

"We cannot do this anymore Kyuhyun."

"Why not?"

"Cause I'm getting married."

All those years together just swept away like ashes.

For weeks Kyuhyun had felt like crap, like he was used and thrown away. How many times he'd ended his day holding his tears and facing the true of his relationship with Sungmin.

"I really care for you but... I can't have a normal life with you. You can't give me what a man like me needs at this age".

A slap, Kyuhyun thought, was all he needed in that moment.

And again...

"I'll remember every moment spent with you, I promise. You'll always have a special place in my heart."

"That's what always say"

Sungmin's face had turned darker.

"Don't do this Kyuhyun. Look, It's not you, it's me."

"Yeah, you're right. It's you."

From that day Kyuhyun had lived with a lot lighter heart. It wasn't his fault, it wasn't him who had not been enough, it was Sungmin and his worry of being alone. His selfish desire to have someone beside him who could give him a normal, boring, common future.

Someone who wouldn't give him any problem, that he could have held hands with during the day in front of everyone. Without him, Sungmin wouldn't had to hide anymore.

Still, even though Kyuhyun would have really loved to say he didn't care to see the couple being oh-so-in-love, he actually was feeling like he was going to puke from any moment.

Wrong, things were just so wrong.