Nothing but the Six Dolls
Description
Months after Soekjin's birthday disaster, he finds himself sitting across from a psychiatric doctor who wishes to talk him through the events of that fateful day. Soekjin is so sure of what he remembers... at least, he was -before the doctor began to poke holes in everything he had grown to believe in.
[You'll start to recognise the story as it goes along so, happy reading]
Foreword
INT: GAMJU HOUSE – DR. HAN BOOHYUN’S OFFICE – MORNING
Soekjin is sitting on the chair across from the doctor, on the other side of his table as the doctor looks back at him. His hand is in pocket as he fidgets with something in there and the doctor’s eyes follow the movement.
DR. HAN
Are we going to talk today, Soekjin?
Soekjin ignores him as he continues moving whatever is in pocket.
DR. HAN
Would you mind telling me what’s in your hand?
Soekjin removes his hand from his pocket as he pulls out a string with buttons connected through their holes and lays it on the doctor’s table. The doctor looks down at it as he counts it and then looks back at Soekjin.
DR. HAN
Six buttons. You seem to like that number. Does it hold any significance?
Soekjin shrugs.
DR. HAN
Your painting assignment last week… (Pulls out a rolled up cardboard) I was rather impressed. You showed such detail.
He lays it out on the table between the two of them as he put books on each side to hold it down. The painting has seven boys sitting on top of a large blue shipping container.
DR. HAN
I chose to talk about this one today because it’s the first time you’ve drawn something that didn’t have six subjects. Care to tell me why this picture has seven boys instead of the usual six?
Soekjin pulls his string off the table as he continues to run them through his fingers.
DR. HAN
I can’t help but notice that boy on the edge, (Points at the painting) looks a lot like you. Same hair color and build: same slouch on the shoulders. Why would you finally paint yourself in, only to put yourself on the edge?
SOEKJIN
Because that’s how it happened.
DR. HAN
How what happened?
SOEKJIN
The day I painted… that’s how we sat. That’s how it happened.
DR. HAN
And the other six boys, I’m assuming they are the root of your continued representation of six?
Soekjin stops fiddling with the string as he finally looks up at the doctor.
SOEKJIN
Do you know what six stands for?
DR. HAN
In what context?
SOEKJIN
(Shrugs)
Any one.
DR. HAN
I’m afraid I’m not an expert on the subject.
SOEKJIN
Six represents a complete three dimensional covering.
As Soekjin speaks he cups both his hands together.
SOEKJIN
If we are talking angles and straight sheets. A covering…
He trails off as the doctor opens his mouth to speak.
SOEKJIN
Do you agree that coverings are important?
DR. HAN
Again, depends on the context.
SOEKJIN
Covering from the cold.
Soekjin is back to fiddling with his string again.
SOEKJIN
A cube has six sides. Do you know what a kissing number is in geometry?
DR. HAN
(Shakes his head)
I do not.
SOEKJIN
Something to do with circles touching each other. Each and every one of them. Six can do it. If all the circles are of similar size and thickness.
DR. HAN
You’ve lost me.
Soekjin looks at him pointedly as his features harden.
SOEKJIN
Six can do it.
DR. HAN
Six can do what?
Soekjin remains quiet.
DR. HAN
Is that why everything you have is in sixes?
Soekjin refuses to say anything.
DR. HAN
Care to tell me the significance of the six yellow petals you collect every week and lay at the centre of your room?
Soekjin continues to be quiet.
DR. HAN
(Sighs)
I hope you understand that I’m here to help you. If you don’t talk to me, there’s nothing I can do for you. I can’t help you.
Soekjin smiles at the doctor sadly.
SOEKJIN
But six can do it. Six can help me. (Holds up the string) I can tell you what happened. But six will help.
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