Lost
/lôst,läst/

denoting something that has been taken away or cannot be recovered

She hates all things cliché, and when she encounters one, she would laugh, she would, especially when it’s romantically cliché, or if life itself has been cliché for her, for me, for the two of us. But now, she kept her calm façade, closed, as if someone has punched her. Well, basically, I did, maybe hurt her heart, and I think that was worse than punching someone in the face. Physical pain can heal, but the pain in the heart? I think it will take more time to heal, sometimes, it doesn’t even heal.

With distraction or not, I know she will ace any exam. That was what I envy of her sometimes, her focus on certain things are always sharp, you will never know that something is bothering her. This is just an excuse for me to not break up with her.

If anyone, it was her who made me believe with the fact that women’s instincts are indeed strong. But as strong as her instincts, is as strong her patience too, and that was what was hurting her further, she always knew what’s up, but she wasn’t saying anything until it was in front of her, or when all of it is going to be over. That only makes me feel even worse than I have been a while ago.

I was not able to speak again, all I did was watch her get her bag, look me in the eyes with tears nearly falling down her cheeks, but she hates it when I see her vulnerable. She said, that of all people, she wanted to be strong for me, because she knows we both need to. She said, I was her strength.

She said, I was her everything.

Why did I let her go?

this work is a fan fiction; all names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are all products of the author's imagination and is used for entertainment purposes only, no monetary amount is gained through posting this story.

I am back for a story! I am slowly getting a hang on writing, so I would like to share everyone this story! Still can't write my previous works, but I will try my best to finish this! Updates might not be frequent, and as not as long as before, as I have followed one of my friend's (shoutout to Chey!) advice to try and write even short passages from time to time. Also, I thank everyone who has supported me especially on my worst times, which was just recently. But I will move on from this, I hope sooner. :D

Have fun reading! <3

Irish