Feel It (Navi )

Drabbles of VIXX

*this is requested by darkskyez as a present for my little game.. this is also slightly based on VIXX LNR VLive... 

 

 

N, Leo and Ravi are currently in VIXX LR's waiting room, just talking amongst themselves. N is waiting for their manager to take him home while Leo and Ravi are waiting to go to their fan sign site for that day. 

"Wonshik really couldn't focus today. He was really stressed out. "Leo suddenly complains and N, who was talking about their dance moves, turn to look at him. 

"Really? Why? "He asks, eyeing Leo and Ravi in curiosity. It is rare for Ravi, out of all people to lose focus so there must be a good reason behind it. 

"Because you're here. "Leo says simply without further explanation and before N can ask what he means by that, the main vocalist has stand up and walks out of the room, muttering something about needing to use the bathroom, so, naturally, N turns to Ravi. 

"Is it true? That you couldn't focus and that you were stressed out today? "He asks and Ravi shrugs while refusing to meet N's eyes, which pretty much just confirms the leader's question. "Why? Taekwoon said it's because of me? What did I do wrong? "He demands. 

Ravi awkwardly scratches his head. "You did nothing wrong. "he denies. "Its just because you're here that I'm stressed out and couldn't focus. "He admits in a quiet voice, as if expecting N to scold him but instead of scolding him, N just frowns. 

"Its my fault then? "He wonders. "You don't like me coming to support you? You don't want me here? Am I burdening you by my presence? Should I leave? "He attacks with one question after another, voice getting more and more upset with each question. 

Ravi furiously shakes his head. "No! It's not that! "He denies. "I'm very thankful that you're here with us today. "He says and N scoffs, as if he doesn't believe him. "Really, hyung! Trust me! "Ravi insists and N sighs before nodding. 

"Then why is it that you said you're stressed out and couldn't focus today is because of me? "N demands and all of a sudden, Ravi's face turns to a shade of red, as if embarrassed and once more, he avoids N's gaze . 

"Yesterday, when you told me that you're going to be here today, I got really excited that I couldn't sleep well last night. "He mutters and he could feel N's intense stare at him so he quickly continues. "I just... wanted to show the best to you and I kept on thinking about it that I didn't realise it got so late."He explains and finally dares himself to look up at N to see his reaction. 

N blinks but there's concern written on his face. 

"So I did my best on stage today. But... you didn't even look at me! You were busy talking with the staffs that you didn't even spare me a glance when I was on stage! That's really upsetting. I felt like I tried hard for nothing! "Ravi finally blurts out his real feelings, voice rising a bit and thanks to that, N's gaze soften as he looks almost apologetic. 

"When I was on stage l kept on looking at you that I miss my cue.Taekwoon-hyung and even the staff got mad at me. "Ravi says, pouting . "And yet you still didn't glance at me even a bit. "He complains sulkily. "Didn't you feel it? Didn't you feel me staring at you? "

"I'm sorry. "N says sincerely, wrapping his arm around Ravi's shoulder and pulling the rapper close to him. "I was so distracted that I didn't notice. "He admits and Ravi frowns deeper. 

"You only look at us when Taekwoon-hyung is singing. Do you like him better than me? "He demands, eyes darkening and N is quick to deny. 

"Of course not! I like you both equally. "He says but Ravi isn't satisfied by that either. 

"But I want you to like me better than you like him. "He demands and N smiles as he scoots closer to him. 

"Okay. I like you better than Taekwoon. "He whispers right into Ravi's ear, tickling the rapper a little but his words manages to cheer him up. "But it's a secret, okay? Keep it between us. "

Ravi nods, now grinning like a mad man. 

"I like you best, too, hyung. "

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Shik_Taek
#1
Chapter 115: Firstly, thank you for writing! And although this chapter is somewhat sad, I still love this. It hurt too knowing that N did not participate with the ING concert. But I understand that he’s busy filming.

I agree with you, especially the Hyuk part. I feel so sad that, physically, on stage, they’ll never be 6 anymore. And with the current situation, I don’t know if we’ll be seeing them even as 5. But, I’m keeping a wishful heart that only good things come to VIXX. I understand how currently, 3VIXX (although it still feels sad) are doing concerts and fanmeets so that we won’t forget VIXX.

In my entire Kpop life, I’ve only stanned 2 groups —CNBLUE and VIXX. Now, both groups have incomplete members. But JH deserved to be gone from the group. Hongbin though did not deserved to be kicked out of VIXX.
Arianora
#2
Chapter 115: I still loving VIXX. I still loving all of them. Hongbin will always be the part of the group no matter what. And I think about Hakyeon and Wonshik the same way with Hongbin. I will support ot6, ot5, ot4, ot3, ot2, and even 1 single member, because I like their voices, values, visuals because it's "in excelsis" ~^_^~ but also I still remember their chatting, jokes, kindness to one another. That's what I missing a lot. I hope to see them all together even if it's will happened after 10-20 years.
Jade5100 #3
Vixx always be 6 . I wished to see hakyeon and ravi with them then wished to see them after .now I wished them together in fans meeting or film or anything just be together as 6 hongbin
vixxcha #4
Chapter 115: I understand you authornim..it kinda hurt to see just 3vixx right now..but i still support them with whole my heart..tbh my starlight heart really feel miserable this past year..what happen to hb, and shikkie really make me scared.. also with Hakyeon busy with his acting career.. sometimes, i'm thinking will i able to see them perform like before again? i still support them no matter what happen just i miss them be together in the stage..
masesq
#5
Chapter 114: Thank you.
Arianora
#6
Chapter 114: So happy to see new chapter. Thank you!
MissDands #7
Chapter 114: Woah... The pain...
vixxcha #8
Chapter 114: It hurt.. really (〒﹏〒)

Tq for an update authornim..
chinedup
#9
Chapter 102: Today is hakyeon's birthday. I'm still waiting for Child N 3
tulip97 #10
Chapter 113: Welcome back bluegirl317.. I'm glad I've followed you on Instagram so I know you're back.. After you take a long break, this page is not interesting to me anymore.. Now I've a reason to come here again

p/s : I support 6VIXX both as a group and individually too. They still my ONLY BG I stan