Waking up with an urgent urge to vomit really isn't the best way to start a day but it really is happening at the moment and N have no one to blame it on except himself since it's his own fault for doing something he shouldn't be doing as a responsible leader. But then again he have his reasons, strong reasons for acting like how he did and he's sure that s would be more than understanding, which is why he isn't surprised when Leo comes barging into his room upon hearing him retch.

"It's okay, it's okay. "The main vocalist coax as he pats N's back soothingly and once he's finished throwing up, N grins at him. 

"Sorry. "N says and Leo just passes him a glass of water as response, in which he quickly gulp it down. 

"You drank too much last night we had to literally carry you home. "Leo tells him once he has put the glass down. 

"Sorry. "Once again, N repeats the same word but Leo shakes his head. 

"No, I'm the one who should say sorry to you. "He admits and N frowns in confusion. 

"Why's that? "

Leo sighs. "Those people... who called themselves my fans and hurt you, they must've been like that because of me. "Leo admits, fiddling nervously with his fingers. "The way I act around you when we're in public, pushing you away and things; they must've thought that it's okay to treat you like that because I did the same thing too. "He explains. 

"Taek--"

"I'm sorry, Hakyeon . I promise I will--"

"You will what? Scold them? Disown them? Disregard them as your fans? Tell them to go the hell away? "N prompts challengingly and Leo drops his head in defeat. 

"Yeah. I will do all that. "He says. "I can't stand watching them hurting you and pushing you away anymore. I want them to accept us as a group, not just like one of us and despise another. "

N scoffs. "You can't do that, Taekwoon-ah. "He says. "Sure, they're rude and all that but they're your fans and whether you want to admit it or not, we still need them for the sake of our group, for the sake of VIXX. "

"No, we don't. "Leo argues. "We have a lot of real fans who actually support us as whole. "He reasons proudly. "We don't need that kind of fake fans. "

"Come on, Taekwoon . We're artists and the only reason we're standing where we are right now is because of our fans, fake or real. "N says. "Have you forgotten? We get almost half of the fans that we have today because of you; because they were attracted to your unique personality. What will those fans say if you suddenly lash out on some of them? Won't they be disappointed? "

"But I need to point out their mistakes! Even if they're my fans, that doesn't mean that I can't correct what they did wrong! "Leo insists strongly. "They have to stop what they're doing right now. They're hurting you and by doing that, they're hurting me too. These kind of things just make me lose my will to continue being an artist, do you know that? "

"Dont say that, Taekwoon. "N stops him. "You know you love your job so you can't let things as simple as this to stop you from your passion. "

"But--"

"Am I your leader? Do you see me as your leader? "N suddenly asks. 

"Of course. Why would you even question that? Do you doubt my loyalty now? "Leo is somewhat offended by the question. 

"If you see me as your leader, then you should listen to me, right? "N demands. 

"Yes. "

"Then I'm telling you to drop this topic. Let's just pretend that this never happened, okay? Lets not talk about this anymore. "N pleads. 

"How can I just pretend like this never happened when you literally get yourself drunk over it?! "Leo questions and N suddenly looks guilty. 

"About that... "He mumbles . "I just needed an instant relief. I know it was irresponsible of me but I needed it and now that I've gotten it, I'm alright. "He assures. "Besides, I've been through something worse than this and I managed to make it through so this time, I'll surely be fine. "He says, smiling. "Don't worry too much about me, I'm your strong leader so I'll get over this. "

Leo sighs in defeat, knowing that there's no use arguing with N. "If you say so then I'll trust you. "He says and N flashes him a thankful smile. 

"Yup! Have faith in me! "

"About your question last night... "Leo suddenly brought up.

"What question? "N asks cluelessly but Leo refuses to tell him. 

"The answer for your question... is I, Jung Taekwoon, your life long friend, will never ever hate you, no matter what the circumstances. "

"What--"

"Remember that, Hakyeon. And don't you dare ask me that question again because I. Will. Never. Hate. You. And that's final. "