After all these years,i thought i could forget him.Every night,i cry myself to sleep just trying to erase him.It was as if i was locked into his soul.Longing for his warmth,his sweet touch and lovely words.Jongin,my best friend and also the boy who i fell inlove with.The boy who made my heart pained with needles.He left me,forever.

I’ve held others before,
But it was never like this,
Where my body inhales you
And quivers with bliss,

Where my senses are reeling
From the strength of desire,
And if I can’t have you soon,
I’ll be consumed by the fire.

By Karl Fuchs